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Saturday, September 29, 2007
incredible situation.



HAHAs. finally went posting.
it's latern festival lately. well quite fun though.
hmms. wells. then story between me and him.
i predict dhat it's suppose to end sooner or later.
ohh wells. cause celine my DARHLING had let me seen through his TRUE COLOURS.
probably. it's FATED. me and him. are meant to be only FRIENDS.
shouldn't have started it in the first place. hmms. rather sad these days.
but rather happy too.
dunn0 is it having the so called 桃花运 or what so ever. xD
ohh wells. i have a habit of typing my thoughts in my drafts.
on 23 sep. i wrote this while waiting for jeremy to bring me out. it was latern festival. thought it was gonna be exiciting but turns out to be heartBREAKING. i wrote :
when i'm feeling lonely, where were you?. when i need someone to share my feelings with, were you even there for me.
when you said you wanted to stead wif me, i treat that as a real confession through your own feelings towards me.. yet you told other people that you did that just to let me forget about him.. are you in WRONG? Or was it just me?. big disappointment.
especially when you took your time out from the busy schedule of yours to sms and care about you expecting you to at least reply ONCE.
Yet turns out to have either ignorance or forgetfulness from you.
then when you sprained your ankle , you would rather tell her than telling your own stead.
REASON, you dun wan me to worry for you. WHAT THE HELL?!
my love rival who is my best friend tends to know you better than me.
do you know that thiskinda of feeling is really not nice?..
call you dun say eh le keep tying eh eh. first few days after confession, you were not like this de.
that time when you type eh le then you will write back DARLING!
but now?.. when ii told you not to, you replied an explanation saying that it's just another word like umm or hmmm.
then, none of your messages to me was like what a couple should write.
NONE.
not even when i wish you could call me darling once more.
haiishh. nebermind it doesn't matter anymore.

ohh wells. i must stay STRONG.
STRONG STRONG STRONG!!



7:57 PM ♥