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Saturday, October 25, 2008


' Tht love

Mood : Sleepy x.x
Headings : I'll wait patiently.
Hellooooooo peeeeps :) Haha, today was fine i suppose ? :D
Haha, morning woke up at 9am. Thought of going to see the results for which class i'll be going next year. But in the end, th timing changed from 10am to 12noon D:
MAke me wake up so early for nothing ! ]: Then i reached school at around 12.30pm.
I'm going to 3e4 .. ]]]]]]; I dont want ! Cause i'll be like taking POA, F&N, his and others.
I wrote appeal letter anyway x} I'm gonna change POA to Amaths, F&N to Bio C:
Haha, hopw it works bahs ? Gonna go and submit the form tmr, bout 12noon bahs .
Ohyah, continuing my day C:
Stayed in school till about 3plus ? Took bus tgt w/ Deannz.
She went to my house and i have yet to eat mahs, so i went to boil my water lohs.
Then ate, and set off to vivo city. They all bought a cake for Yingcong's birthday x}
Was rather boring i must say ;X Cause today's outing, the birthday boy was the onw who suggested. But in the end, he went off first instead -.-
After most of the peeeps left, went to shop around for Changhui's clothes.
He sure bought alot ! D: Haha, actually, soso lohs :X
Then went to have dinner from ljs :)
Went to walk walk again, then waited for Chunwee's papa car to fetch us all back to hougang point :D SO nice of him horh ? xD LOOLL.
Those above photos are taken while waiting ;D Nice right ?
LOl ;x Then afterwards, went to playground and slack. I've never stopped talking to Xinfa since vivo city x} Haha, others may think imma hongster, cause it's only 2days after i'm single and now with Xinfa ? LOl, i no more boyfr le, no more bestfr le, somemore XF has been thr for me during these two days. Tht's why i then explain to him sm much de mahhhhhs :)
Haha, anyways, thankyou xinfa for everything also. :D
Chatted alot !!!! :D Then around 10.30pm.
All went home seperately :)
*Yawns, i'm sooooooooo tired now ! ]:
Tomorrow gonna be kinda busy i guess ?
  • Morning, buffet with family.
  • Hope to have time to submit appeal form.
  • Meet with Hakkim they all for movie.
  • Night time, will be going home late.

Haha, no more le lohs ? :) i go sleep le, goodnight fellow lovesssssssssss ! :D
Do miss me yoh ! :D:D:D:D:D

#Lcw and mtjh, just wna tell yah both.
It's totally impossible, to find someone such as you both. Especially you




1:53 AM ♥



Thursday, October 23, 2008


Emily and Sab :]


While waiting in the guitar room :)

Mood : Happy, yet in a dilemma.

Headines : Thankyou all C:
Hi everyone. I was late for guitar today ! :X
Oh-ohhhhh ~ suppose to reach at 6.30am, but i reached at 7plus ! D:
Sick right me ? Loolll, just becos i didnt get the timing right :/
Chatted with ingelica mei through th phone awhile .
Hmm, rushed into the toilet and changed into guitar costume once i reached school .
Due to continuous cryin' yesterday, my eyes are like, so swollen laahxzxsxxs ! ]:
Then most of the guitar members asked me whad happened. Which really made me feel love C:

Cried a little while telling Joel bout it. The feeling, was so so terrible. Hais.
But afterwards, i laughed and joke like last time. Haha, weirdo right me ? o.o
Hees, parts of the mac's burger in the guitar room with all the others.
Mmmmmm, so yummy ! :P (Plus milo leyyyyyyyyyyyy ~! :B)
Soon, it was our turn to go up and standby. In the end, i told some of my seniors bout my stuffs. They really gave me alot aot alot of advice, especially Jiahui and Lena ! :D
Whoooooooooooooo ~ th guitar family rocks ^^
Soon after, is our turn to perform ! :D Then all went out smoothly ..

The performance went especially great (for me :X),
and even the VIP agreed with us tht it's a veh veh nice play x}
Afterwards, the finale. Had fun with the seniors lazxsxszxxsxz ! C:
Then they suggested to play badminton, but no rackets.
So i went home and take lohs.

Went home, searched gigh and low for my racket and shuttle cock ! D:
Pheew, found them after 30min xD Went to wash up, then rang them.
Met with them and they started playing and all lohs. Some went to play block catching, others like me, ginia, and jiahui played badminton x} Haha, had loads of fun :D

Then when Janer they all were back, we all started playing badminton.
Only for Fengzhu who joined us later. In the end, some people came up with new names x} Like : Jiahui's new name is 'Lame-ah' , Emily's is 'Shuddap' , mine is 'Lame-meh' .
So L-O-L lols ! xD Then knew thier chinese names. Like ;
Janer, Wanqi. Jolone, Miner. Ginia is ... ? i forgotten ! D: Sorry ! ];
But i'll edit this post once i rmb again ! :D Heeees, then played till like 5plus ?
All went seperate ways, then back home. Well, the gutar seniors totally, rock ? :D
Hahaa, thanks all <333

Ohyah, i forgotten whad i did also. I just remembered i went to sleep cause too tired x.x
This is a edited post ohkay ! x} Haha, so i also cant really rmb whad i did .. ;x
Ohwell, goodnights all :D And thankyou so much for these peeeeeps C:
; Jiahui, Lena, Deannz, Joel, Kefei, Jongchi, Janer, Emily, Peiling, Julia, Xinfa, Ingelica.
Thanks so much. Love yall always ! <333333333333333



10:37 PM ♥





The End.
23.03.08 - 22.10.08 , Mid April - 22.10.08, Mid March - 22.10.08
No more boyfr, no more bestfr, no more clique .
&Most of all, I was the major cause. I'm sucha letdown, and i've learnt a great, wise lesson. I guess i had to start everything from scatch again ? Sighs, sorry. I have nothing more to say. Whad's worth waiting, i'll wait. I'll give you time. But i just hope you will have a mindset of your own. Goodbye all those loves ]':
Happy 4th month, Deannz lesbo <3



12:47 AM ♥



Wednesday, October 22, 2008


Headings : Just comments, don't take them to heart yoh.
Mood : Regretted, sick of myself x.x (Yue bang yue mang D:)

Happy 14th birthday
, Woo Ying Cong (David :X)
&Jesselyn Ng ! :D
Helloo all ! I'm posting ! xD Haha :B
Today, late for rehearsal for speech day :X Suppose to reach at 7am.
But i reached at 7.20am ! :x But also got other people who came much later too.
So i guess .. nevermind laaahs ? :x Haha. Changed into the 'holy' costumes then went to prepare for the guitar things. Like putting the chairs properly, setting the stands and all tht lohs x}

Went to the side of the stage to wait for our turn to perform. Waseh, tht period of time uh.

Can reall bored to death uh, nothing to do at all lohs. So, i kept turning rounds to see my long skirt turning too x} Heeees, and kept walking up and down the stairs from the hall, to guitar room. Lollll, @.@
Finally, went out to perform. Nothing went wrong, which kinda means, it went perfect ?

Haha, not so, actually :P Then did the finale, then dismiss ! :D After packing up and all, went to eat lunch in the canteen.
Afterwards, went to th library there to practise guitar as Kefei wanna learn new chords o.o ( from Janer and Fengzhu ) Haha, in the end, couldnt really concentrate cause having parade at the parade square -.-
So went down with our guitars and stuffs, headed to hougang point, mac -.-
Settled down, some went home ( Fengzhu, Jiahui, Lena, .... ? :X )
Only left Janer, Ginia, Pamela, Jolene, Me, Kefei, Emily . Did our own indivisual stuffs,

then drag drag drag till like 2plus ? All packed up and went off seperately. LOl, i dunno why, but i found it veh funny xD Hahah !
Supposingly to meetup with th clique to go swimming together but ..
Once i reached home, i washed up, saw my bed, saw the 'going to rain' kinda whether, look at my dead battery phone, i went off to take a nap :X End up, never go !
So sorry uh, BBCWNN ! :X Woke up and 5, watch tveeeeeee .
Then ate dinner at 7, waited for Jinhao to reply my message till 8 -.- !
Still no reply siols, then i call, he then pick up -.- "
Zzzz, he said he could accompany go compass point , so, met him at thr like 8.45pm ?
Then went to walk walk walk, shop shop shop . Hahahaa ! Bestfr rocks :D
Homed at 10pm :) Bathed and so ..
Now, i think i'm gonna sleep soon x} Haha, goodnights all ! :D

I think i shouldn't have told you bout how they feel bout you bahs ?
Sighs, i thought by telling you, it'll really help. But you called them as,

Backstabbers ? :/ I really regretted telling you. From now, i shall forbid myself from saying anything tht's from other people's comments . Hais, Sabrina, you sucks ? &is alot .Hey clique, we're breaking off ? :/ Ohwells, i guess all was never meant to be .



12:18 AM ♥



Sunday, October 19, 2008


Headings : I'm going crazyyyyyyyyyy !
Mood : Bored .





Heyheyhey !!!!!!!!!! Hello everyone :D
I'm BACK ! :B Wellllll, it has been veh veh long since i last post huh ?
Heeees, sorry guys ! :X Ohwells, i dont really feel like typing though :/
Let's just say .. ahh ! The BBCWNN's BBQ was fun ? Fun fun fun ! :D
Especially th part whereby all the gals went into th pool without extra cloths :D
I'm included ohkay ! x} Heees, fun fun. Had suana also .
All the pics are with Ardella. Hope she'll pass to us real soon ! :D

Well well, as you guys could see . I've changed my blogskin :D
It's really giving headaches eh ! T.T &I found out, I'm actually kinda noob in this stuff D:
Haha, but whadever it is, i'm done with it ! Hmmm, not exactly also :P
I needa ask how to put the pic into a bigger form D; !
Orelse small small de, nord nice also :(

Hmmmmmmmm, got back my results for the Year-End-Examinations.
Did kinda bad :( I'm really really sad, but dunno why. I just cant cry them out ! D:
Here they are : *Don't compare mine w/ yours ohkay ! I know i'm stupid ]:
  • Literature
    Section A : 21/25
    Section B : 14/25
    Section C : 16/20
  • English : 60/100 - B4
    Compo : 19/30
    Comprehension : 27/50
    Letter Writing : 21/30
  • Chinese : 65/100 - B3
    Compo : 32/50
    Comprehension : 37/70
    Letter Writing : 14/20
  • Mathamatics : 51/100 - C6
    Paper 1 : 26/50
    Paper 2 : 25/50
  • Science : 54/100 - C6
  • Geography : 62/100
  • Art : 55/100
  • Home Economics : 26/50
    • Seeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, lousy right ? :(((((((
      Blah, although i passed all. But all is like, boarder line ?
      My level position is only 135. Last year, 82 !
      Omfg ?!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhh, really hope i could go to the class i desired.
      Which is either 3e2 or 3e3 ><>

      Anyways, i'm missing dear lesbo so much !
      She's off to genting and ......... just came back a few minutes ago ! :D
      Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ i'm so happy ! :D
      Hope i could have a little chat with her later x} Hees.
      &today's me and Tingfang lover's 3rd moth !
      HAPPY 3rd MONTH, TINGFANG LOVER ! ♥♥
      You're real real sweet :) We'll go out together during the holidays.
      Go gaigai ohkay ? Hahas, love you :)

      Going back to school tomorrow ..
      Dunno for whad :/ But real scared to see which class i'll be promoted to.
      Hope i can get to the class i've desired ? Like 3e2 or 3e3 ?
      But .. Sighs, good luck bah sab. Ohwells, i'm off to bathe now ! :B
      Goooooooooooooooodntights and sleep early peeeeeeps ! :D
      Hhohohoh, love yall ^^

      {edited/}
      Well, lesbo cant call me :( Sighs, hope i'll just have the chance to chat with her tmr night ?
      I really miss her ! ;[ But nverminds, i'm positive ! Hahah, there's always next time right ?
      Hoho, everyone, goodnights ! I'm gonna sleep right after my hair is dry x}
      Now is still wet x.x ( Very ) Haha,
      loveloveloves ! :D

      #imissyou ];




      11:13 PM ♥



      Wednesday, October 01, 2008
      Nothing seems alright ;[



      Science experiment ! :D


      Kefei's hand , mine x}
      ( Shine for the lolipop ! :B )

      Nothing seems rights dhis few days :[
      Probably because exams is very very near ?
      Like starting on thursday ?! :Z Blah, i dont know whad happened to me either .
      Moodswings i guessed . Plus alot alot more .I'll just roughly talk bout' today ?

      Schooling as usual, then slept in class :X
      Lol, till last period woke up and was like sitting dhere waiting for the time to be released ? o.o
      Haha, went to discuss where to head to after school with the bbc.
      Hougang mall . Lol, i went to buy fruits and, booom ! The bbc were already in bus .
      I'm like, alone ? :O Haha, but they veh good lahs, waited for me ! xP *Grinning :D
      Heees, then ate in the mall . Slowing getting more emo ? Dunno why :/
      Maybe is because of the rain, and the super cold air con in the kopitiam -.-
      Then off to work, studied there with kefei :D She's cute lahxszxxsxzzwssxszxw ! :B
      Then went to her house to practise guitar, then later left her home and,
      back to my home :D Lollooll, bathed and now usin com.
      Boring huh ? Haha, read between the lines people ! x}
      I just chose nord to type out, (as in, i don't really know how to ? :X)
      Hah ! Anyway, tomorrow will be meeting peeps like deannz, xuanyi, caijun, cherylc to see selicia dance ! xD
      Bet will be exciting yoh ! x} Then gonna study with kefei again ! Dhe peace one :B
      Alright dhen, work hard everyone :D ! Love ya all .


      idk why, i still seemed to care about you so much ?people told me, i still seemed to care bout you alot .i bet i do, just tht neither you nor i realised it . now you're like cherishing her much more than how you cherished me th last time ?But i bet now, you won't even care how i feel about you and her .Like i said, i dont know it either ? Sometimes i really felt like gaving you a tight slap.sometimes, just felt like huggin you like no tomorrow. and sometimes, i even feel like i hate you .dhis world isn't fair . She have her problems, her attitude. I too, have problems and attitude. But why are you caring her more ?I guessed, she's much much better than me bahs ? :'(I dont wanna care anymore, cause they gave me extra extra load .Sighs, just typin cause i wanna let it out . And now crying cause i felt so pathetic for myself.Why why why, why me ? same old question . Hmmm, i really hope. someday, you'll feel how i feel . Jealous + anger, soon resulting outcast .i'll soon be outcast. Probably for the better .


      Just to highlight :B
      I'm someone with attitude problem. I can be real nice, yet can be a real hardcore. Love me for who i am, hate me for who i can't be. In short, i'm two-sided.
      So, don't take me for granted :) Heees, goodnights ! *loves ^^

      Tags :D
      All relinked ! ^^



      2:49 AM ♥