Wednesday, November 28, 2007

todayy :/

wells !
helloooos ,
sorry for the late updates though ..
today , morning went for training .
wasehhs , felt so sick lorhs .
actually dun wan go de ,
but since today everyone gonna wear the jersey ,
then i go lor :/
met up with ingelica(:
then went for training .
wells , felt useless luhs .
i was like ,
so clumsy or ; stupid .
the seniors were all like so good ,
telling me to like do this correctly .
but i just cant and i look at their expression.
they were like ; disappointed or bekchek?
haix , then i took some rest .
later carried on went to the volleyball court .
we were all practising to start the ball .
then , i asked one of my seniors ,
how to uhs ?
she was like .
pretend not to hear me or wadsoeva lor .
Zzz , like being dao liddat , haix .
then , when all ready lia0s ,
they all wanted to play match .
then , looking at myself ,
cant even continiously hit accross the net over 5 times .
got really really down ..
the i was like stand to one side .
one of my SHI FU ,
saw me liddat then shout ,
sabrina lea? she no need play mehhs ?
is like nobody even bothered to answer lor .
i was like . feeling really DAMN USELESS luhs !
i turned and cried lor .
i tried not to de , then cause my SHI FU ran to me and asked me wanna play ma .
then i was like cant control and cried lor :/
then they all gathered around me ,
wasehhs , tension so nervous .
i cried more T.T
then SHI FU brought me to the toilet to wash up .
gelly tag along too .
i didnt told them how i felt luhs ,
cause .. dun think there's a need ba ?..
then after 1 set ,
i joined the 2nd set of game .
quite enjoy that lor .
cause won quite alot of marks((:
then after training ,
headed to hougang point .
to buy straws ((:
and had our lunch with caijun and gelly at the kfc .
after dhat ,
went to AMK HUB .
with gelly :DD
reached there and went to buy green nail polish .
LOL . crazy gelly . xDD
well , then headed to compass point(:
i tried to go where august told me last night ,
go cup walker there and walk STRAIGHT .
LOL . cause i dunno where's zhenwei house ma .
the i walked the OTHER straight path .
LOL . in the end , finally found it zZzZ .
then took the skinnys from zhengwei .
and headed home :DD
and SLEEP ! zZZz .
fcking tired =.=

wells , ingelica going overseas tomorrow ,
as in today morning 11am ?
hope she'll enjoy her trip to taiwan((:
hmms ,
cheer up my dear Jotina (:
dun think he's so worth for you to get so upset :/
wells , hope things will eventually heal after time .
love ya(:
&Joseph gan laogong.
dun so sad luhs ,
is nordd that i dun like you .
is just that , i wanna carry on loving him .
im sorry if i've hurt you .
i always loves you as my gan(:

#iwannastayrightbesideyou

12:37 AM ♥

26thNovO7
:DD
t0dayy went out and have LOADS of FUN ! ;DD
my fellow peeps are ; augustine ; jeremy ; xaivier ; ingelica & LKK ?
i dunno wads his name . LOL .
mornign like 1o.15am ?
meet ingelica at compass point and went for some shopping :DD
till like 11 am .
then went to take mrt to bugis .
headed to bugis street and shop for our stuffs :DD
ahahs . finding for skinnys .
but , wasehhs .
all the sinnys sell damn expensive lor !
like $28-39.9o ! SIAO uhs !
luckily i bought from Jotina lia0s . xDD
HENG ! LOL . then ingelica also brought from her in the end .
ahahs :DD

then like about 12pm ?
i called jeremy ,
and asked where was he .
walaos ! they havent decide where to go lorhs !
wells , then sua .
me and ingelyca carry on shopping at buis street xDD
okay then like 12.3opm ?
called him again .
he told me they were at the plazza singapura .
screw him siia ! keep asking augustine to speak in the phone ! xD
he told me they were in lan =.=ll
still gotta play for like 2 more hours ?
then me and gelly went to shop more ! :DD
bpught quite alot of things though(:
later , headed to KFC and had our lunch there .
eat and chat alot .
tell like 3plus ?
went to the MRT to take to plazza singapura to find them .
when we reached there .
we were like KEEP SEARCHING high and low for them !
in the end . we wanted to go to the toilet .
and saw them ! playing in the lan !
LOL . they said still have like 3ominutes ?
so gelly and i went down to see the fishes .
LOL . bored !
then okay FINALLY .
they came out and we went to the 1st floor to buy the movie tickets .
at first they wanted to like see the fred clause ?
WTF ?! wad kinda of show is dhat siia !
somemore at first i heard augustine saying wad " fuck claus "
LOL siia ! damn cute luh him((:
i thought is enchanted ?
then i kept bragging august to tell them change to enchanted .
ahahs ! he so guaii((:
hence , in the end .
we bought the enchanted tickets ^^
wells , i took ticket the seat 6 .
august took 9 ?
then xaivier took 7 =.=ll
so he'll have to sit beside me !
was kinda dissapointed luhs .
LOL . but before going in , me and gelly went to the toilet first .
then when we came back .
wasehhs ! i like the seating arrangement ! :DD
ahahs ! thanks uh boys :DD
there's a space beside tina !
WHOOHOOS ~
so i went to sit beside him :DD
and gelly sit beside me too ^^
the show was .
OMG . quite nice luhs.
but i love the singing part most .
NICE l0rhs !
their vioce like .
ENCHANTED . LOL .
well, the ending part .
the prince have to kiss the princess ,
cause she's poisoned =.=ll
the august ! so bad !
keep cursing " DUN KISS DUN KISS ! LET HER DIE ! "
LOL . so bad siia ! but wahhahas !
of course in the end got kiss luhs ! xDD
then , went to the toilet after that :X
came out lia0s .
heard them saying wanna go lan AGAIN !
i was like zZz . was it THAT fun ?
lent jeremy & xavier some money .
LOL . then they went to the headquarters .
well , me and gelly went to toilet cause she gotta change her n0se stud .
we went in the toilet ,
after a few minutes .
BOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM !
BLACKOUT .
wasehhs . DAMN DARK lorhs !
cant see anything .
then LOL . can hear alot of people keep saying sorry to oe another cause kept bumping .xDD
ahahs ! so went to the other toilet .
this time no BLACKOUT ^^
then after changing , gelly had to go home )):
so i called jeremy and asked him where he was .
later i went to find them ,
they were in lan =.=
then i went in .
OMG i felt sick .
the cigratte smell , GROOOOSSSS !
then i rented a com and play also lor .
is dota really that fun ?
LOL . and thanks to the thoughtful boys(:
i gotta sit beside tina again lol .
then later pay lia0s .
came out ; DAMN COLD luhs !
BRRRRRRRRR ><
and we walked and walked to the longjohnsilver .
on the way , wasehhs .
dunno why , my stomach hurts ALOT lorhs ! T.T
that's why i walk so slow .
reach lia0s and had our dinner :DD
not very nice though , cause i dun quite like their chicken LOL .
and wahhahahhas ! gotta sit with tina AGAIN <333
ahahs((:
after eating ?
went home ! LOL .
quite fun luhs .
but , haix .
dun think i'll stand any chance .
cuase i asked his stead ; do you like your stead ?
she said ; yupp..
haix . looking back and seeing him so devoted to his gal .
i dun think there's much chances left .
somemore compared to her .
wasehhs , i totally lost my place .
and , alot of people tell me to give up .
cause they think that it's totally IMPOSSIBLE T.T
i cried . i dunno why but haix .
cant control =/
summurize ;
i wont give up so easily .
at least im gonna like him till his birthday .
or at least 1 year .
i'll try my best de luhs !
i wont act or wad so eva .
im just gonna be myself .
my words ; my style ; my life .
im not gonna change till i think im wrong .

tomorrow gonna get skinnys from zhengwei .
and going volleyball training(:
finally got the jersy lor :DD
wells , hope i'll cheerup ^^

#idontcare;ijustloveyou

12:26 AM ♥

Saturday, November 24, 2007

:DD

wahahhs !
she forgave me !
WHEEEEEEES ~!
ahahas . well , today went to celine's house .
and she showed me the sipmstons movie !
LOL . damn funny laaas :D
umm . then we went cooking .
lol . i cooked ..
instant noodles :DD
she cooked the fish and harsh brown !
LOL . but the frying fish part is i do !
the oil . wasehhs . PIKPIAK PITPIAK .
so pain T.T

then yummy !
our dinner :DD
but was nordd really nice laa .
all like . burnt burnt de :X
lol . manage to eat finish lia0s .
then went into the room and watch tv lor .
LOL . so bored . but with my darhling celine !
so fun (:
betta than being alone .
then wasehhs !
MICK LIM !
made my toe go bleeding .
damn pain laaas T.T
then walk need to go by rhdym .
zZz . but neverminds(:
tomorrow going with gelly,
to meet with jotina and take my skinnes .
ahahs ! h0pe will look nice on me . xDD

ohh yarhhs .
dexter sugarheart .
dun be sadd laaas :D
not every gal is like her de .
forget about her and smile more !
wahahs !
dumbdumbJOJO !
call me la0p0 ! zZz .
ask him choose wad type of gan he siad this =.=
LOL . anything lor ! XDD
is GANN niia ma .
but my heart is still with him (:

#hetalkedtome !

1:37 AM ♥

Thursday, November 22, 2007

ESCAPEEEEE !

ESCAPE THEME PARKKK !

LOL . today went there .
with celine . and her peeps .
consist of francine; wenjie ; vanessa ; yi ting .
ahahhas . quite fun laas .
there got promotion lorhhs !
so good :X
all tickets $7 niia .
then still got free $7 off coupon and free extra tickets . xDD
me and celine sat the inverter for like 8 times ?!
damn thrilling .
at first so scary but later you'll find it boring .
ahahs . today morning went to volley ball traning .
then wow . finally got my volley ball tee .
and i left the training like 11.3o am .
3ominutes before the training ends .
rushed to rivervale primary .
and meet up with my darhling celine ((:
later WOW . so many people did so well this year lorhhs .
my school highest is 268 .
and this year's highest is 294?!
wth . 294 siia ! and is a malay who claims to love reading alot .
LOL . so pro lor !
and celine's bro ; mick ; got 199 .
gonna follow celine's footsteps i think .
celine damn pro la .
she went to xinmin NA .
then wasehhs workhard and went to sec2 EXP .
so pro ! bt his daddy expects more =.=ll
ridiculous ! :X

wells , about the me speading craps thingy .
ahahs . i got it all wrong .
all my fault siia ! didnt made the situation clear and started sayign craps that werent true to jinghui .
sorry uhs . i wont say lia0s . :D

hmms, tomorrow gonna find celine .
she gonna show me simpstons's show .
LOL . she said was damn funny .
ahahs . wells . futher updates for tomorrow .!
tomorrow will be a betta day . :DD

#imgonnacontinue.

10:55 PM ♥

ohh wells . T.T

have i d0ne ANYTHING wrong ?

hmmmms ,
what have i done wrong ehhs ? 0.0
nobody wanted to tell me .
and this time .
i was blamed by the person ,
whom i always regarded as my respectful senior ,
of something which i have no intention to do .
wasehhs . damn sad laaas T.T
cried in front of the com for like .. zZz .
i really dont understand why siia ><
im always being myself .
nordd speading craps either .
i mean . what for ? ..
it'll do me no good too whats ,
i wouldnt be that stupid to harm myself into hot troubles
well . just hope that i'll get a clear and reasonable reason for saying me spreading craps about ..
i hope there'll be evidence too .
YAWNS ~
folding hearts all day long
24 each day ,
well . planning for something though .
today woke up at 4.3opm !
LOL . latest record !
then SLACK till like 8 plus ?
my cousin came back home .
today was his birthday ! xDD
lol then ate our dinner .
after eating , went to rivervale mall to ask for the singtel thingy .
walao , the stupid people made me wait damn long hao bu hao .
later , after asking , found out that my this kinda subsciption cant activate .
zZz . then went back home .
well , i missed the SINGING happy birthday song part .
awws , so sad . but happy birthday GABRIEL ~ ! xDD
well . nothing to post le bahhs ? ..
tomorrow going for volleyball training .
hope will be a better day .

#imnotgivingup.

12:36 AM ♥

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

GAMEPLAN :D

GAMEPLAN :DD

this show RAWKS[[:
today went to catch it with ingelica;ophila;enoch.
went to AMK hub .
hmms .
i was suppose to meet ingelica at the bus-stop like 8.45am .
BUT . well ..
i woke up late :X
i woke up at 9 am LOL .
and the person who woke me up is ingelica .
her call made me got a shocked .
LOL . luckily . she's not THAT angry .
PHEW . then wash up and headed to the bus-stop.
at meet up with ingelica; ophila ; enoch.
the show was like 1o.3oam?
and we reached the bus-stop like 1o.15am .
LOL. 15 minutes to amk hub .

ahhas . when we reached there ,
we were DEFINATELY LATE. xDD
hmmms . the show was .
wow . funny yet touching .
the love bond between daughter and father .

i cried . damn touching haix .
ahaha .

LOL . then headed to ingelica's house .

damn bored so decided to play some hair games !

edited by serena soong ; my sister :DD

LOL. we tied two pony tails .

and took pic ! LOL .

FUN laaas :D

lol .

later , went back home and ..

hmms . nothing more .
not much to post either :/
well hope tomorrow will be a betta day .

#imPREPARED.

1:36 AM ♥

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

sushiSUSHI ! :DD

ahhahs !
todayy went to compass point .
played the game HIDE&SEEK .
LOL . damn tired .

unluckily , me and nicholas is the catcher .

ohh ya . my lovely peeps are : nicholas;kenny;ophila&yuanyiing((:

ahahas . we ran and ran .

and wow. i only manage to catch kenny .

the PRO seeker ;nicholas ; caught 2 . lol .

hmmms . then went to the cold storage .

to play catching !

was like SO EMBARRASSING !

while running everyone was like looking at us =.=ll

lol . later yuanyiing had to go home .

so sian :/

hence , me;ophila;nick;kenny

went to the SAKE SUSHI .

aahhhs ! we paid for the buffet lol .

ate and ate ! YUMMMYYYY !

LOL . me and nick's CHOPSTICKS ! xDD

haix ! actually got more de ! but the person go take away ! ><

i shall upload the other pics the next time . LOL

ahhahs . but the payment was like .
SO EXPENSIVE ! zZz .

the GST thingy . cost like $1o ? !

lol . the rich nick manged to pay it for us .

LOL . THANKS NICHOLAS , my GAY ! xDD

ahahhs ! then then .

went to the water fountain there .

PLAY WATER ! xDD

poor erzi ; kenny . got so drenched !

thanks t0 me ; baby ; nick ! xD

hahas . then headed to rivervale cresent

ran all the way there !

dunno why , damn hyper . xDD

then yahhs . went to play at the playground .

and the fitness corner !

baby ; me ! xDD

LOL . kenny ; nicholas

LOL . kenny ; erzi ! wat he doing siia? !

well , upload more pics next time ! xDD

wellwellwell .

like about . 6pm ?

all went HOME !

ahahhs !

tomorrow going to volleyball training :/

and heading to amk hub catch a movie ; gameplan ?

ahhas ! wells .

hope i enjoy . xD

#imgonnastartRIGTHNOW .

18th november 2007

hmmms .

i'm gonna meet up with shelton .

LOL . i waited for him at the mrt staion for like .. 45 minutes ?!

he was SO not punctual !

RAHHHS !

then he told me he got screened by the police !

LOL . well , it's normal.

cause he really look like paikia ! xDD

he and his fren ; zi an ; lol .

we then headed to tampaniess .

go out with them ,

no target de , not fun ! :X

just walk here and there lol .

then ,

later like 4 plus ?

went to find kok siong .

ahahs . then chat chat chat ! xDD
then headed to hougang point !

wasehhs . they PANGSEHH ME T.T

zZz . but nevermind !

luckily i n0e how to go home . LOL .

HENG uhs !

well , next week duno going with them again ma .

hope will be more fun ba !

ahhahs !

then , after reaching home .

like after a few hours ; 9 plus ?

jeremy asked me go find him and jing hui .

LOL . okay then i went .

we sat below the block and chat .

well .. this chat sure is worth for me going out so late !

cause, i knew more about HIM . xDD

ahhs. the went to mac .

and ate .

LOL . not me , but the two of them lol.

then went home lor . zZzz .

damn sian . so , jing hui called me and we chat for hours !

told me LOTS of things((:

thanks JINGHUI((:

but after chatting like 5am ?

wow ! my $2o+ gone T.T

didnt realise i didnt activate free incoming .

wasehhs . heart damn pain ! T.T

but nevermind. it's WORTH !

#ohhgosh .

12:49 AM ♥

Saturday, November 17, 2007

the taste of SATISFICATION((:

tralalas :DD
came back from malaysia(:
&&back with lots of things that i wanted ! xDD
happy ^^
ahhaas .
early in dhhe morning ,
woke up at 5 am .
YAWNS .
then after wash up , like about 6 ,
headed to celine's house .
well . my stupid shoes .
GRRR . made me ache so much . !
anyways , after reaching celine's house ,
i was SHOCKED .
everyone was still asleep .
except for celine's mummy who went opening the door for me((:
well . celine told me to reach her house at 6 de siia . haix .
i kinda got tricked or smth ? ..
ohh neverminds((:
i sat at the living room ,
and waited for them like for 1hour? ..
hmmms . FINALLY , set off to celine's car . xDD
went to punggol plazza to eat our breakfast ,
then , went to buy some stuffs from the supermarket and went .
BACK to the car .
kind uncle :DD
drive us to the ummm ..
dunno what that is :X
then CHOPCHOP .
goes the stamps to our passports . LOL .
sat in the coach for like 2 hours .
BORED !
and we all went sitting in seperate seats .
cause we went into the caoch LATE .
haix . but !
nevermind(:
no BIGGIE .

2hours passed ,
YEAHHS .
we reached our destination((:
headed to celine's grandma's house .
such a friendly auntie((:
hmms . had our lunch there .
then went to pray to celine's gandpa,
who had just passed away not long ago T.T
hmms till like 4pm + ?
SHOPPING TIMEEEEEE :DD
ahhahahas .
went to the shopping centre and went ,
shopping . duhh .
spend lots of money there .
but worth it though((:
cause i almost get all the things i want ^^
ahhahs .
then till like 6pm ?
headed to a resturaunt for our dinner .
NICE and SUPERBBB !
LOL .
the time is tight ,
cause we had to catch the coach which is leaving at about 7pm ,
hence , we gobble up our food and headed for the ..
bus interchange? 0.0
ahahhas. another 2 hours .
sleep sleep sleep zZzZzz.
it was so comfortable((:
then..
STAMP !
ahahhas :DD
then celine's dad came with his car and fetch me back home((:
HOMEsweetHOME <33

wellwellwell .
to say frankly ,
i dont really like those people who avoids you and treat you especially different like before,
after your confession to him .
hmmmms . well ,
i could say he's like this .
what could i do ehhs ?
nothing ? or just say i dont like him ? zZzZz .
why cant he think of the BIGHTER side ?
HAIX . so disappointed in him .
well , i dont really care right now .
im taking a break .
LONG break i guess ?
i hope he and she will patch up and love one another more .
haix . wish them all the best bahhs .

#imissyouso.

11:47 PM ♥

SORRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY T.T

ohhs , my heart HURTS .
alrights , firstly .
im sorry , celine / jotina.
i shouldnt have like mind you over adding friends in my friends list .
im SORRY T.T
and yeas , i've no rights at all .
im selfish , sucky , busybody , ..
just a bitch perfection .
SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!! T.T
haix . this totally spoils my mood .
who to blame ?
of course is me myself ! haix !
well ..
tomorrow as in like later ?
going to malaysia with celine and her family :/
hope will cheer myself out there .
ohh yarhhs .
i'll be getting back my phone on sunday .
i think .
&&dhe person told me dhat my phone will be re-format .
HAIX . that means i'll lose all my infos there siia .
hence , please tell me your phone numbers
and birthdays so i could update(:
today , went to tampaniess .
to buy bag .___.
then headed to compass point to buy shoes ._________.
&&headed home . LOL ?
so bored !
anyways , cheer up people .
people like ; augustine , jotina , sandy ; celine ; lixuan ; jerome .. me ?
hmmms .. i will TRY ..
and once again . im sorry .
im such a bitch . HAIX .
and , i've notice dhat .
he's ignoring me .
for days .
well , she already accepted me in friendster ; FINALLY .
i think i know wad to do next .
well , i'll grant them for sure . :/
hope for dhe betta tomorrow .
iloveyouall .

#i'mgonnadowhatimSUPPOSEtodo.

1:19 AM ♥

Friday, November 16, 2007

thanks yooous !

i'm gonna go down down DOWN .
today , i really gave myself a few tight slaps .
i was like . so called 'not knowing how to behave' today .
i was SO RUDE to my mum ! T.T
SORRY MAMA !
ohh ya .
JOTINA ; dhat lovely gal .
thanks f0r the replying my speacial tag to you in your post xDD
ahahhas . cant figured out why zw like that sehhs :/
does he have like .
attitude problem ?
he scolded you & yanling just because you asked him to apologise to sandy ?
WOW . O.O
and hmmms . you know who i referring to uhs ?
LOL . yeahhs . from PGC de . :X
welcome for the encouragements thingy((:
i will try to cheer up laaaas ! :DD
thanks too !<3333333

today like about 5 plus ?
my phone went BLACKOUT after sending the messages informing my contacts that my phone number has changed .
HAIX . then i totally went NUTS .
i threw my phone to the floor and pick up and starting scolding the phone .
thinking of that now. i really didnt know how to control my temper .
HAIX . in order to cool myself down ,
my mum asked me to take a bath .
ahahha ! it worked((:
then later, my mum said that the sony erricsion shop will be closed like in about..
2 hours time ?!
i was like . ohhgosh .
then quickly grabbed my that SPOILED phone and some ..
important documents and rushed out of the house with my mum.
awws , i felt so touched that she cared for me so much . T.T
alright , the shop was like in SIMEI ?
i was living at SENGKANG ? well i manage to reach after like ..
1 hour? hmms . when we FINALLY managed to find the shop .
BUT , the queue there was SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LONGGG !
WOW . queued there for QUITE SOME TIME .
aha ! MY TURN :DD
the person said that my phone had interact with water .
NO WONDER . cause the night before , i was like bathing and out my phone aside .
in the line was linkay and kenta chatting with me , or i should say , i used SHOUTING .
HAIX ! now my phone is in the repairment progress T.T
im seriously BORED !
ohh ya . and . the reason i changed my phone number is because .
i wanted to try singtel .
NOT because my bill burst or wadeva .
in fact , im not using plan in the first place =.=ll
aiyahhs ! RESTLESS ..
NO CONFIDENCE ><
especially at today's volleyball training .
i was the SPECIAL one .
as in , i had private lessons with my two sweet seniors ; jolene and niki((:
wahhs . they really very patient .
i was doing the same WRONG steps over and over again .
yet they are still so nice :DD
and like after 2o minutes ?
YEAHHS ! i got it right ! :DD
FINALLY ((:
BUT , i am a spiker .
hence , i need to learn how to SPIKE !
as in , SMACK the ball down . xDD
then , another of my senior ; andrew ; responsible for throwing the ball and let me like ..
smack it down ? ..
well . his face made me laugh . TOTALLY .
ahahhas ! and yeahhs . i manage to smack them down !((:
hmmms , the other sec 1s were all playing "match" against one another.
the 3 sweet seniors asked me to join them ,
but i was like so scared to drag them down.as in make them lose marks .
i guess i need some " building up confidence" lesson .
and , i decided to give it a try and went in .
wells . kinda happy though .
as , i didnt really made them lose marks .
i kinda . win marks ^^
ahhahas .
only thing which made me happy though .
the results of the match were out .
25:4 , 25:19 and 4:5 well .
out of 3 matches , my team won 2 !
hahas , hence the other teams were ordered to run two rounds around the hall xDD
hmmmms . tomorrow , gonna go tampaniess and the cemetery :X
cemetery ; pay visit to my aunties' husband .
tampaniess mall is ummm .. to buy a bag ^^
something like HIS .. :X

ohh wells .
thanks yooooouuus ~
Jotina for updating me about how she feels .
Jolene , Niki & Andrew for coaching me .
&& MAMA !
ILOVEYOOOOUUUS <3333333

#ishallSTANDSTRONGforHIM.

12:09 AM ♥

Wednesday, November 14, 2007

i think im gonna TAKE a BREAK ><

haix ..

i think .

he's still unhappy as ever .

well , like what he said ,

let nature take its course((:

on 12 november o7 .

me and my peeps went to the WILDWILDWET .

ahahahs. AGAIN =.=ll

my peeps are : ingelica;ophila;me;nicholas;kenny;daryl((:

early in the morning ; 1o.3oam ;

i was like rushing to the rivervale mall to meet ophila to buy something for ingelica x))

then we reached our meeting point; bus stop ; like about 11.25am.

then , we saw the other 3 guys , nicholas;kenny and daryl(:

we sat down and waited for ingelica like about ; 1 HOUR ?!

but didnt really blame her laaas ((:

cause she went to pierce her nose .

haix kinda sad she never jio me go pierce just becos i said that sh'll look very INDIAn after piercing T.T

LOL . nevermind that .

then . proceed to whitesands ^^

and SHOP . for awhile.

and headed for downtowneast(:

we reached there like about 3 plus and got ourselves changed ^^

of course , we the girls let the guys waited for quite some time ..

like .. 25 minutes ? xDD

ahahhas ! poor guys .

then went to have LOTS of fun in the water !

only then i realised that ;

KENNY CANT SWIM !

ahahhahas ! =X

OPPS . SORRY ><

well , i tried to coach him but .

haix , guys are ..

you know .. like 爱面子. xDD

nevermind that .. x))

hmms ..

then , later like about 5 plus ?

we get out of the water and bathe . lol .

then headed for MACDONALS !

DAMN HUNGRY !

ahahhas . then like after eating ,

went to whitesands AGAIN .

take neoprints ^^

aahahhas ! FUN ((:

guys didnt really kn0w how to pose .

lol . then later about 8 plus ?..

at in the bus 88 and ..

HOME SWEETHOME ^^

hmmmms .

tina . these are the words i wanted to tell you(:

haix ..

tina , i just wanna tell you that .

i know that compared to me and her .

im not at least up to standard .

i know that i've no talents at all .

compared to her , im just NOTHING to you at all .

but , what im worried for you is that ,

i scared that she'll take your love for granted .

thats not the right way to love someone .

i 've no rights to like say these about her but ,

frankly , they are all the words from the bottom of my heart .

i care for you ,

hence, im also worried for you .

either as a friend or as someone who really admires you .

i bet not only me wanna see you happy .

everyone around you wishes you to stay happy as ever .

but if this problem between you and her has not been solved .

you wont be happy at all .

so , im trying to like help you now .

but , she kept rejecting my friend request in friendster .

well , i hope she doesnt get the wrong idea somehow .

in another words ; grils are superticious; not exceptional for her too .

you may think that im busybody or what so ever but ,

im really trying to help .

i really thought that girls and girls will eventually communicate easier .

if you want me to leave this matter aside,

it's not possible .

hate me all you want .

like what i said .

i want you to be happy .

i really mean no harm .

i hope you can like ,

try to save the problem as much as you can too .

well , i just wanna say that ..

i will try my very best to help you .

i PROMISE .

aahahahhas !

no more lia0s .

well , hope he comes and visit my blog !

hmmms .

hope he tops up his card soon((:

#iwillTRYMYBEST x33

11:33 PM ♥

Sunday, November 11, 2007

haix ! why isnt TINA serious ?! T.T

what dhhe ?!
haix i really dunno what to do now .
i kinda felt hopeless !
&so called PISSED OFF !
it was like ..
he was trying to advoid me somehow.
and the other guys was like not treating me like before .
the previous 2 days he at least still got sms me but now ..
haix not even 1 ! T.T
made me damn sad !
till now , i only told sandy who i like .
i hope she'll worth to trust ,
haix . i just hope that IF she fails to keep the secret and let him found out .
he wont like try to advoid me or wadeva ,
and just continue and treat me as a friend though .
OR . simply confess to me of how he feels about me .
i HOPE is positive .

HAIX !
TINA ! why must you be so stupid !
or what i said as .. 吃情 ?
T.T
people say that .
loving someone , need not have to possess that person .
just having to see him happy ,
that's all .
in that case .
since he love he SO MUCH ,
i guess . i 'tll try to help ba ..
hope that .. she'll make him happy ..
haix . probably ..
my senses told me the wrong infos .
maybe , he's just treating everyone like how he treated me .
nice and caring .
haix ..
i guess .. i need not have to do anything much right now ..
even if i tried to ..
it'll probably make the case go worse :/

wellwellwell ,
PGC is having some kinda problems lately .
as in today ?..
in dont really know what happen though .
only knew that sandy has left PGC and she's VERY SAD .
haix . PGC , stay strong !
dun just fall apart bacose of small matters and quarrels or little things .
being able to meet up and be friends with one another .
is a kinda pleasure and we must treasure our friendship .
god love us , hence .
like what they say .
friends are hard to find and hard to forget .
this word ; friend ; doesnt just mean anything simple .
friends should be honest with one another ,
and tell the truth at all times .
even though you're telling a white lie ,
you as a friend should still tell the other the truth someday .
although TRUTH HURTS ..
but LIES . KILLS .
so why not choose to tell and let the other change rather than giving up this friendship just becose of your lies ? ..
haix .. i dont know what to do !!
feeling TIRED ..
had quite enough ..
wanna like .. end this all at once ..
but . i think i'll just try to live for him .
until i see him have his happiness .,
perhaps . i will just go .
i've made my conscience clear .
i . love . him .

#timetoseehimHAPPY .

12:01 AM ♥

Saturday, November 10, 2007

ahahahas ! i CRIED ! T.T

ohh my !
cant believe im still posting at this kinda timing !

ahahs .

hmms . at about 1 + am ,

i cried .

well f0r what reason ?

im not sure myself .

is like those kinda having all the emotions mixed up and went like BURST !

which means cry .

hmms..

thanks f0r all the caring you guys (:

especially MR SUNSHINE and . AUGUSTINE ?

LOL .

well . TIRED !

came back from ANOTHER chalet conduct by JOTINA(:

that LOVELY GIRL (:

on 7th nov she asked if im free on 8th and 9th of nov .

i was . so i said yes .

and she went telling me about the details all that .
kinda SHOCKED when she asked me to go to the chalet .

reason ? cause i was not in PGC and the people going are all PGC de .

haix . but they NEVER left me out (:

that's why i LOVEEE THEMMMMM ! xD

in this chalet , kinda seen lot of things .

for augustine's case ; his is .

ARHHS . made me ANGRY and SAD f0r him .

she was like totally UNFAIR to him !

POOR august . keep letting the girl have her way..

OPPS . i said too much :X

SORRY
ohh ya ..

andd .. why does she always wanna say about HER ?

as in the HER say about the HER !

LOL . cant reveal names . sorry ><

pool pool POOL ! lols xD

haix . felt like very extra after asking if i could join PGC.

the answer is like ;

- everyone in PGC is from NCHS .

then i'm not .

-must get CLOSE with them all .

not really .

-if not , get a stead from PGC .

well I DONT !

hence , i didnt really manage to join :/

wells . one of the reason i cried too .

hmmms .

but i must really thanks PGC f0r letting my days so happy(:

no matter what they've done .

i still love them !

wellwellwell (:

these are some thought i wrote when i cant connect to internet .

take a peek (:

friday;o911o7

12.42am. OHH MY ?!

lols ?

now wow .

another taget ?!

i'm like so the damn FLIRT !

a moment i like _____ .

then the next moment i found myself liking _________?!

LOL .probably i really dunno what LOVE means / is .

hmmms . but to say seriously ,if any of them becomes my stead .

i wont have any other feelings for other people ..

im so called like loyal to my stead laaas(:i just hope he'll be faithful to me too(:

seeing _________ like _______ so much ..

i can almost like gurantee that he'll definately be faithful to his next or probably .

the total OPPOSITE . just for , REVENGE on girls .

for_______.. im also not very sure .cause he was like .

fallen for someone just because he like her eyes ?!

and not her personality ?

haix. maybe he's just like some normal guys who only sees the appearence ba .

i HOPE not .wells .back to the old sentence ,

let nature take its course(:

i just hope that god have prepared everything for me and i'll end up .

having the happiness i longed for .

hmmms ..

_________ IS a GOOD GUY .but , so IS ________ .HAIX !neverminds ..NATURAL !

#inadifficultposition?

_________myboyfriend[;

_________mygirlfriend[;

is this even like possible for the both of us to be together?

he was like phrasing himself as the kinda person who treats everyone equally like me =.=ll

but then , i don't even know it myself? ..

this kinda feeling might just be those kinda good friends feeling ; not love ><

HA . speaking of love .i don't really know what love is either ..

haix .i think i should stay cheerful and let nature takes its course .

the only thing they like about me is my cheerful attitude .if i were to stop being cheerful and went all emo ..

tell me . who else is gonna like me?either as a friend or a lover =.=ll

ilovehimNOMORE!

6th november 2007

3:40pm ; tuesday

tralalalas :DD

sian uh todayy ..

stay at home the WHOLE day !

like in prison like that =.=llwanted to ask nicholas out de .

but .. he reply SLOW ! T.T

hence, drag drag drag till late afternoon lia0s .

still can go anywhere mehhs ?

even if can then also need to come back home after just a couple of hours .

might as well ; DONT GO ?

haix !some secrets , are meant to be kept SHUT .

but some people , just wouldn't listen and ..came out ,

LOTS of unnessasary troubles =.=ll

WHAT FOR ?hmms . just hope that things will work out fine ba..

and , let nature take its course ..

shouldn't purposely plan to aim for something ,in the end .

the results will not only came out badly ,

i will get LOTS of things mixed up .

AS IN , RELATIONSHIP .as for studies ,that's the total OPPOSITE .

i guess i have to change my blogskin once again !cause , i found out that ..

i'm no longer waiting for him ..no feelings for him le..

can't even recal what so called as HAPPY MOMENTS we shared .

so i think my SHORT TREM MEMORY does help afterall ! ((:

hmms wells ..not many things to write about ..

cause not many things happen .even if there IS ,is VERY difficult to write out OR EVEN reveal out . xDD

wells .

ZhaungQing(:

JIAYOUS !
#ilovehimNOMORE

ahahahs !

no more lia0s !

wells ?

figured out who are the ______ people ?

xDD HOPE NOT !

LOL . well then 0.0 ?!

so late lia0s !

i still need to bath AGAIN de !

haix . SABRINA jiayou !

PGC rawks ! (:

#CONFUSION ?

2:42 AM ♥

Sunday, November 04, 2007

AHHHHAS !!

now for my 2nd adventure((:

the CHALET with PGC !!

FUN FUN FUN !!

on 31octo7 ,

at night at about 9.3opm,

i felt kinda bored and smsed jeremy((:

then i asked him if he's still going to wildwildwet the next dayy .

well HE IS !

lols . i didnt have any programmes the next day so i asked if i could go ,

he said YES !

SUCH A NICE DIDI((:

then he called me .

asking me if i wanna go to his chalet THAT VERY MOMENT.

lols . i was like thinking ; whyy nort ?

my mum dun really like having me at home .

so .. i WENT !

at first , i was really scared .

cause the people at the chalet were all from nan chiau sec ,

and among all , i only knew JEREMY .

after i reached , i dont dare to go in .

then 1 by 1 . the boys . came out .

doing funny actions making me laugh .

from that , i knew that they're those kinda humourous and friendly people((:

till 1 guy . whom i later knew his name was xaivier ,

came out the 3rd time with a STERN face .

he kept asking me to go into the room , then he shouted ,

dun wan come in then go home la !

once i heard that , i turned and walked .

behide me . i heard him shouting "only suckes will go home right now . go home la SUCKER !"

LOL .? ! FIERCE .

but nort for long !

hahhas ! of course , they went to chase after me((:

then FINALLY .

SANDY PULLED ME INTO THE ROOM :DD

HAPPY ! hhhaas , after knowing everyone's name ,

we chat and chat ,

they were ALL SO FRIENDLY !!

ahhahahs .

hmms . for the sleeping thing ,

i better nort post any details .

later JEREMY would kill me ! T.T

SO !

the next morning ,

we all had our breakfast in the bed((:

then went to walk around ..

after some time,

2 chiobus ; jotina and lixuan came .

wow . both as friendly as others((:

then went to the arcade at about 1o.3oam .

i didnt play anything ..

i just simply ; WATCH .

augustine and jerome are both SO PRO in the basketball thingy !!

even broke the record there ((:

PROPRO !

hahhas . hmmms . then later in the afternoon ,

like about 1 pm .

went to WILDWILDWET !!

cool man !

tried out all the games and exciting rides !

so thrilling !

ahhahahs , then like about 4.3opm

went to shower((:

and HOMESWEETHOME!

at this heartwarming chalet ,

i found out some secrets between people .

things dun always seem like what you see .

what really matters , is the personality that's inside .

friends , should all be honest with one another .

and be frank of how they thought .

if no one were to tell the other party where her/his mistakes were,

she/ he is never gonna change !

that's why , DUN TAKE THINGS FOR GRANTED .

thanks alot playground clique((:

thanks all for the friendly attitude(:

ILOVEYOUALLLL ! <333333333333333333333

#yourATTITUDEmarksaBIGDIFFERENCCE

12:32 PM ♥

FINALLY !!

wowowowowowowowowow !!

FINALLY went posting !!

hhhaas . sorry peeps .

didint really manage to make my blog active these whole week .

hmms ..

had TONNS of FUN !!

lets start with the earlist one ?..

on 29octo7.

me;ingelica;ophila;yuanyiing;kenny;daryl;nicholas

went to east coast beach !

ahhahas . FUN FUN FUN !!

first . woke up in the morning .

like about , 9 am . then found out that i was LATE .

zZz. i AM ALWAYS LATE .

but wow . i manage to reach the meeting point earlier than ophila !

hhhaahaa ! reason ; she didnt n0e that the bus-stop is just right below my block ((:

hence, she kinda MISSED THE BUS . xDD

lols . okayys , after everyone reached the meeting point ,

we went to take lols of transpot .

LOL , first , bus to AMK mrt ,

in the bus . i think i saw shelton lols . the guy from nothe vista xD

then to eunios MRT , then from there took ANOTHER bus to FINALLY

the beach((:

we each rented bicycles and

POOR KENNY ! fell down FIVE TIME .

sprained his leg . sADDENING .

lols. then went to the bowling thingy =x

of course , we played BOWLING .

well , felt kinda happy cause i wasnt the last one !!

wahahhas :DD

hmms then went to arcade ans lols try lots of funny stuffs .

that was actually the first time i let loose and really went wild !

hhahas . then like about .. 5.3opm?

we WENT HOME !

was really a fun dayy :D

##nextpost;NEXTADVENTURE

12:05 PM ♥