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Saturday, November 10, 2007
ahahahas ! i CRIED ! T.T


ohh my !
cant believe im still posting at this kinda timing !
ahahs .
hmms . at about 1 + am ,
i cried .
well f0r what reason ?
im not sure myself .
is like those kinda having all the emotions mixed up and went like BURST !
which means cry .
hmms..
thanks f0r all the caring you guys (:
especially MR SUNSHINE and . AUGUSTINE ?
LOL .
well . TIRED !
came back from ANOTHER chalet conduct by JOTINA(:
that LOVELY GIRL (:
on 7th nov she asked if im free on 8th and 9th of nov .
i was . so i said yes .
and she went telling me about the details all that .
kinda SHOCKED when she asked me to go to the chalet .
reason ? cause i was not in PGC and the people going are all PGC de .
haix . but they NEVER left me out (:
that's why i LOVEEE THEMMMMM ! xD
in this chalet , kinda seen lot of things .
for augustine's case ; his is .
ARHHS . made me ANGRY and SAD f0r him .
she was like totally UNFAIR to him !
POOR august . keep letting the girl have her way..
OPPS . i said too much :X
SORRY
ohh ya ..
andd .. why does she always wanna say about HER ?
as in the HER say about the HER !
LOL . cant reveal names . sorry ><

pool pool POOL ! lols xD
haix . felt like very extra after asking if i could join PGC.
the answer is like ;
- everyone in PGC is from NCHS .
then i'm not .
-must get CLOSE with them all .
not really .
-if not , get a stead from PGC .
well I DONT !
hence , i didnt really manage to join :/
wells . one of the reason i cried too .
hmmms .
but i must really thanks PGC f0r letting my days so happy(:
no matter what they've done .
i still love them !

wellwellwell (:
these are some thought i wrote when i cant connect to internet .
take a peek (:



friday;o911o7
12.42am. OHH MY ?!
lols ?
now wow .
another taget ?!
i'm like so the damn FLIRT !
a moment i like _____ .
then the next moment i found myself liking _________?!
LOL .probably i really dunno what LOVE means / is .
hmmms . but to say seriously ,if any of them becomes my stead .
i wont have any other feelings for other people ..
im so called like loyal to my stead laaas(:i just hope he'll be faithful to me too(:
seeing _________ like _______ so much ..
i can almost like gurantee that he'll definately be faithful to his next or probably .
the total OPPOSITE . just for , REVENGE on girls .
for_______.. im also not very sure .cause he was like .
fallen for someone just because he like her eyes ?!
and not her personality ?
haix. maybe he's just like some normal guys who only sees the appearence ba .
i HOPE not .wells .back to the old sentence ,
let nature take its course(:
i just hope that god have prepared everything for me and i'll end up .
having the happiness i longed for .

hmmms ..
_________ IS a GOOD GUY .but , so IS ________ .HAIX !neverminds ..NATURAL !

#inadifficultposition?



_________myboyfriend[;
_________mygirlfriend[;
is this even like possible for the both of us to be together?
he was like phrasing himself as the kinda person who treats everyone equally like me =.=ll
but then , i don't even know it myself? ..
this kinda feeling might just be those kinda good friends feeling ; not love ><
HA . speaking of love .i don't really know what love is either ..
haix .i think i should stay cheerful and let nature takes its course .
the only thing they like about me is my cheerful attitude .if i were to stop being cheerful and went all emo ..
tell me . who else is gonna like me?either as a friend or a lover =.=ll



ilovehimNOMORE!
6th november 2007
3:40pm ; tuesday
tralalalas :DD
sian uh todayy ..
stay at home the WHOLE day !
like in prison like that =.=llwanted to ask nicholas out de .
but .. he reply SLOW ! T.T
hence, drag drag drag till late afternoon lia0s .
still can go anywhere mehhs ?
even if can then also need to come back home after just a couple of hours .
might as well ; DONT GO ?
haix !some secrets , are meant to be kept SHUT .
but some people , just wouldn't listen and ..came out ,
LOTS of unnessasary troubles =.=ll
WHAT FOR ?hmms . just hope that things will work out fine ba..
and , let nature take its course ..
shouldn't purposely plan to aim for something ,in the end .
the results will not only came out badly ,
i will get LOTS of things mixed up .
AS IN , RELATIONSHIP .as for studies ,that's the total OPPOSITE .
i guess i have to change my blogskin once again !cause , i found out that ..
i'm no longer waiting for him ..no feelings for him le..
can't even recal what so called as HAPPY MOMENTS we shared .
so i think my SHORT TREM MEMORY does help afterall ! ((:
hmms wells ..not many things to write about ..
cause not many things happen .even if there IS ,is VERY difficult to write out OR EVEN reveal out . xDD
wells .
ZhaungQing(:
JIAYOUS !
#ilovehimNOMORE



ahahahs !
no more lia0s !
wells ?
figured out who are the ______ people ?
xDD HOPE NOT !
LOL . well then 0.0 ?!
so late lia0s !
i still need to bath AGAIN de !
haix . SABRINA jiayou !
PGC rawks ! (:



#CONFUSION ?


















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