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Thursday, January 24, 2008
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well, manymany sad things happened lately.
hmm , especially between me and her );
hais , over this week , i've like cried for her over 5 times ?
but all these , i asked for it .
No one to blame at all .
who ask me to step into her relationship and lately founding out that in becoming the third party between the both of them.
wad a bitch ; slut .
hmm , dont reall ywish to mention about these anymore .
seriously, these few days had been quite fun toos .
i've also found out . who my true friends were.
when me and she quarrelled, people like,
yuanyiing, ingelica, ardella , ophila, selicia , ellyn,
and more plus the BALLS FAMILY .
hmmmmm , craps to the past luhs.
i no longer wanna ask for anything again.
im tired , very very tired.
i dont wish to continue all my craps.
i wanna start afresh , and look towards the brighter side.
hais but , she's starting to be cold to me .
and that's so saddening.
which also makes me feel so so guilty .
is like , i say 1 sentence , she reply 1 answer .
last time, it was totally different .
we have lots of things in common to say.
but now , everything seems new to me.
had been so so emo,
so guys to have you all worried ;l
cut and cut , cry and cry , scream and scream.
even felt like dying ; ran over by a vehicle - dead .
these are some notes i've saved over days.
`I wanna see you SMILE'
cause if you arent happy, neither would i be .
i know i cant replace her, but im here for you baby ; iloveyou <3
`i hate myself, for loving you so so much ,
now, i found myself suffering in my own sacrifices.
how i wish a car would just bang me dead .
`in a triangle relationship,
dhere'll always be a one who will be hurting the most.
well, im the one . but i dont mind at all .
cause, im happy enough , to keep those beautiful memories <3
Hmm, others are just privitential ;D
But through all these , i never regretted loving her .
She's really a very very very good friend who tends to help everyone in need.
Perhaps it has been us who had been too close with one another, that's when i love her truthfully .
Well , the past le luhs . Just hope, she wont avoid me barhs .
But she did told me she would , cause she needs to PEACE down ;l
She told me it wasnt my fault ,
but , i still believe its my fcking fault .
That's why i hate myself .
being such a useless fellow in the society.
I hope , to go back to the past.
the time where i really felt the never ending friendship of ours.
{Balls United}
PuaBueyToh ♥
I love all my balls ;DD
; squidball .
`Everything seems so fake to me ; Once the chance s gone, is gone .
i dont wish to hear that you no longer care , i never regretted .
`My tears wont sympathy her , my cuts wont moved her.
Now wadeva i do, she dont really care .
She only cares about her one and only .
oh father lord , help me <3
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