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Sunday, January 27, 2008
Im hurting alright .
I just lost so much courage to stand up once more.
I dont know i still like her nords.
i really dont know.
i told her how i felt , but she wants me,
to either , start a new relationship, or make her hurt me just to forget her.
she said she wouldnt mind losing me , this sentence .
made me cry . cause it hurts, so much .
maybe i dont belong to this world at all .
im like, a burden to everyone .
making so many people worried for me, becoming such a heavy burden to them.
and , im like , so worthless .
she didnt even mind losing me.
could you see how much i stand in her heart ?
No positon at all i guess ?
Is like , alot of people advised me this ;
she dont even care for you, why do you even wanna care so much for her?
i just hope . things will get back to normal like before.
the days when me and her, just sit down ,
and really talk about wads wrong with us .
But i guess , now . is totally impossible to have back that kinda days.
im felt like im drifting further and further apart.
from not only her, but everyone else .
God , direct me the way please.
Tell me what to do.
i guess i need some time to really cool down and sort my feelings out.
But i hope , she wont dao me.
i dont mind her doing anythig to me , i just hope.
She wont ignore me once and for all .
cause i really cherish her , no matter as a friend , or more than that .
I just dont wish to lose her.
well, i really hope . there'll be a guy , who's willing to be there for me .
and numb my feelings for her.
i just wanna like her as my friend , thats all .
but , letting go is much easier than forgeting that love for the person .
and now i found myself struggling to breathe ,
sufocated with lies , betrayers , financial , lots more .
I hope . She'll be willing to e there for me.
#Bless Me ));
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