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Saturday, May 03, 2008
♥, let it go . Finally blog, ahas, sorry eh , house computer faulty ;l So gotta go cousin's house . Hmms, nowadays , happened loads of stuffs . Especially dhose sad ones . Me&her, i guess it was all never meant to be ? ;l let's start with ..24.04.08 ? (; Ahahs, was me and huairen's first month{(; Morning met him, walked together to school. Hmm , didnt talk much luhs, dhen ... nothing lorh ? ;x Looools, at recess, passed him th present(: Whad was it ? Wax lah dey , ♥ Lol , also do card, and the wrapping is i wrap de ohkay ! Ahahs, dhen after school he gave me (; A cute lil bear & card ♥ Seriously lah, dhis's dhe firsttime i recieved a card from my boyfriend at dhe first month. Looools ;x Thankyoouuuus dear ! Loveeeee them ! ♥♥ Ahhhems, dhen i went to eat & study with ingelica and friends. Morning-afternoon was happy. But went night came ; sad thing's gonna happen . Or should i say , i has already happen ? Lol ;x Night time, realised i didnt sms her dhe whole day. Which her ? Cant say ;x Felt so uneasy, but knew dhat she'll be busy smsing her new upcoming boyfriend. So i went to sms her in a xianlan tone ;l Texting dhat dhose days without me veh happy right? Nord like last time with me everytime worry, especially after me & him went together. Friends heard whad i sent to her all says, im selfish. Cause i already have him , why shuld i still wanna bother bout her and her life? But whad i did was, i went to xialan her, nord only testing whether she has ed me, but also see if her attitude for me has changed. Well, she changed. Seriously. To other people, it was a good change, to me, is nord at all . Infact, i even once hate , why he has come to tempt her to change. Nord my he but her he . Coming back tuh dhe xialan thingy, she ofcourse, relied back in a bu shuang way. Lol, i was bathing dhat time. It was always a perfect time for me to cry & emo. Most of my breakups messages were sent to me at bathing time too. This time, no exception . Since me & her are steads , she said, might as well end dhis all . Let's break . Ouchhhhs, that hurts, alot . Im crying like shit luhs, cause i think i havent even gotten over her before i stead with my guy. Dhat's why called myself; bitch ♥ Sigh, guess all good things never last barh. Just like me & her. Shared through thick & thin together. But she was struggling to breathe between close friends & stead . So she chosen letting me go . Well, now, we both still steads luhs. Just nord as close niah . Sometimes she bored jiu sms me lorh. Same goes for me too. Nord like last time, treating each other as th earest & closest sms partners. Loooools, just as said, people likes to rack things up in dhe past to complain bout their lives x) Hmmmms, now , im starting to let go. Hope i could lorh ;l Trying as hard as i could, nord to remember dhe hapy times we shared together like last time. As i knew, they aren't gonna hapen ever again . She also reminded me, if i dont let go, im dhe one losing out ; nord her. Well, i could see dhat she's really happy now compared to dhe last time. Now dhat she has a goal for herself, a right thing to be done. All i can do, is to try my hardest to matchmake my best sister and him together ! ;D Jiayous worhs, gogo ! {(; Dont feel giulty or having a thorn in your heart. Cause it isn't completely your fault toos. Like whad Jinhao told me, if i hadn't sent you dhat message, xialan-ing you, all things wouldn't have happened. Ohwells, carry on with your lifegal ; Promise to stay happy, with or without me kay? =) iloveyougann ! ;D Along these sad days, caring friends around me has encouraged me to stay strong. Apart from dhis sad case, there was another, but these friends never fails cheering me up with dheir lame jokes ! ;x Rawkers like ; Julia , Ingelica , Caijun, Yeexuan, Cheryl , Peiling , Ardella , Melvin , Haohe&more((; Special thanks to Jinhao ! ;x Thanks for everything you guys , loveee yall always ♥♥ Ahahs, dhe other sad thingy is about my boy. He's a good guy, too good i say. Just hope dhat he'll know how to speak up. Rather than keeping everything inside. But most of the time, im the cause. Friends said he doesn't wanna express nor say them out is cause, He doesn't want me to be upset by his words. How thoughtful , that's why he's just so nice. I wanna last longlonglong with him, &forget about dhe past, start afresh{(; As for today ? Did nothing luhs, Post niah ;D Ahahs, well, everyone jiayous for mid-year exams uh ! Study hard hard ! STRAIGHT As ! ♥ with loveeees, Maniac sab-itch ♥ xinfa, please help to take good care of caijun for me. 她是我的宝♥ Protect her all you can & pei her whenever you could. Dont wanna see her upset or so ;l Chunwee, thanks for all your understandings, really appreciatted loads. Will love you more & more derh ! ;D MWARK S! ♥
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