Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Happy ? :D

Hellooo peeeps :D
Aha, morning woke up at 11am O.O
Quite late hor ? But, i love sleeping mahs.
Cannot blame me :[
If not for the guitar thingy, i'd sleep till 2plus lo ! :X
Wahaha, washed up, left home in a rush at 12pm.
By Janer's message -.- She said :
" You coiming ? " l " Yeap. Why ? Mdm Tan reached le uhs ? :o " l " Everyone reached le :)"
I'm like, omfg ?!! D:
Then i chiong to the bus stop, board the bus, and ran all the way to school.
In the end, saw Ginia and Janer sitting at the celebration wall waiting .___.
Janer bluff me ! :[ Not veryone reached le loh, Some didnt even come -.-
ROAR ! *Humph !
Haha, but, i let her off lahs :P Hehe.

Kefei came not long ago after me. Then went into the guitar room together.
Gave Joanne our passport photo. Haha then went to write wishings for Mdm Tan.
Cause .. She's leaving the school le ! :[[[[[[
But she's a real nice teacher ! :D (Though she only teached me music lessons :B)
Hehe, then Kefei left soon after we took out guitars and played.
Haha, soooooooon, all left.
Left me, Janer, Ginia, and Joey. Plus Mr Ong and two Juniors :D
Listened to them play songs, and finally, till 2.30pm ?
Left :D And head for Hougang point.

Waliew ehys ! Walked half-way, rained. -.-
Kena a little, lol. Cold leys . Haha x}
Then went to Kopitiam. Ate with Janer while Ginia went home D: (PANGSEH ! :[ )
Ahaha, we started eating at 3.10pm ?
End at 4.45pm .___________.
Long horh ? Haha, cause we talk talk mahs .
But anyway, thanks uh Wanqi ! :D
Remember your promise uh, cannot say out ! :B
&Next time view my blog, must tag !

Haha, walked to the bus stop. Boarded 88.
Was veh cold -.- So changed bus to 161.
Felt better :D
Aha, then reached home, had dinner.
Bathed. Watched tveeeeeeeeeeee !
Then use comp. Till now :D
Wahah, tomorrow gonna have volleyball training .
Then interview, then movie.
Haha, broke le lahxzsxxsxxsszzxzsszxxs ! :[

Well, i'm off to edit blogskin for ahdi :]
Haha, takecares everyone ! Lovelovelove :D

#Every step we take together, we just keep on getting better.

11:18 PM ♥

I guess it ... doesn't really affects me tht much either ? :/

} Jiahui and Sabrina. :D

Haha, had volleyball in the morning.
Waseh, i became super tanned le lo ! :[
Then after training, went to kfc to eat. Haha, didn't have enough money.
But thanks for the chicken and prawns ! :B
Hehe, then went to the block near hougang point.
Slacked there. Was actually waiting for Yunhui to reach.
But in the end, she went home -.-
Haiyoyoy, then smsed throughout for bout 1hour plus ? D:
Was kinda settling problems of Ridwan, Ahmoo, With jyelin and caijun .
Ahaha, kinda a lame conclusion in the end though -.-
Blahblahblah ~

Was having troubles deciding where to head to.
Finally, jyelin suggested to go to Hougang green.
So all started walking, until she said she wanna go home ! D:
So in the end, back to square one, not knowing whr to head to :/
Hence, me and Jiahui cam-whored using Jyelin's phone xD
Hehe, fun yah know ! xP

After quite some time. Went home.
Took bus 88 with jiahui :D
And, bathed. SLEEP ! :B
Damn tired yah know. Haha, woke up at 9plus.
Watch the new show ! Nice leys ! History ! :D
Ahaha, then used comp.
And, the end :)

} Some photos to enjoy :z

Some random Shots yoh ! xD

This is Kelly Tay. Follwed by Jyelin and Bathilda :D

Haha, jiahui and me :D

Went to have hair extensions. (Colour)

Hehe, i got green and red. Lol, Jiahui got blonde and purple xD

Then went for class bbq ! :D Was kinda fun .

And happy to see everyone happy and gathering together to cook x}

Hehe, then went home and around 10plus.

Veh early horh ?!!!! D: Then, bathed. Sleep.

Haha, simple day. Photos at ophila's blog ! :D

#You've changed too fast i guess ?

I was so shocked D:

#Iloveyou ! :D

12:15 AM ♥

Monday, November 24, 2008

Heavyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ? D;

KI-SIAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOINGGGGG ! :D

Stupid smelly toe. Whad kinda posture is tht huh ?! xD

Wahaha, my blog's still private ! WHOOOO ~

So mysterious ehys ? xD Hehheh x}

Haha, mind my siao-ness, cause dhis is me ! :D

Anyways, Helloooo readers ! Firstly, thanks for reading ! :D

Appreciate those who read and tag, no just read and leave ! :[

Haha, today. Woke up at 8am, washed up.

Morning called Qingxiang alot of times. Haha :B

Met him in bus, then went to Expo Hall 8 for : ASIA CONFERENCE ! :D

Haha, i was so touched by the word, i cried leys ! :[

Veh touching yah know .. Pastor taught us how to love people.

Especially those around us, be it in the HDB along the corridor, a lil corner of your street's shop .. Just reach out and care for someone ! Make it today ! :D

Haha, ^^ dhen, after the morning session, had lunch with Qianyu they all.

Awh, miss them tons leyxsxzxssxszxszxs ! :[

Especially dearest Jasmine ! :D Haha, she's great ! ^^

Went to look for Kefei after wards. Haha, went crazy with Roy.

Dunno whad's wrong with me, laugh laugh laugh until my voice went hoarse o.o

Haha, who cares ? xD

Dhen shopped around @Tampanies mall and Century Square .

And went home @6plus. Haha, today quite boring lahs,

But, i love God ! With God, Everything's Possible ! :D

Wahah, anyways. I forgotten to tell yall somehing.

I forgotten to post bout our HS Band concert ! D:
Nevermind, i'll do it now dhen :D Hehe.
Or let me just .. post the pictures ? :X

Lazy laaxszsxszzx ! :B

}Peektures of the wedding dinner tht i've attended ! :B

Whooooo ! LASTLONG ! Haha, congratulations too ! xD

MUMMY ! :D Ahaha, cute horh she ? xP

( Love her tons ! ♥ )

Haha, table .___. And, 'S' w/ Flower petals :D

Thursday, 20 November'o8.
BAND CONCERT :D

Ell-ohhh-vee-eee ! ♥♥♥♥

Well, i rate the band 4 stars outta 5 :D

It was quite well played ! :D Ahah, and still got lots of funny entertainment x}

Great job guys ! *CLAPS :D

Alright, i think i'll stop posting now x}

Tomorrow 2e3'o8 BBQ. Guitar in the morning :D

Haha, love it ! Takecares all :]
♥♥♥♥♥♥ ~

12:22 AM ♥

Sunday, November 23, 2008

Lost ? D:

You're a Womaniser .

Helllooooo people, pig, aliens, babes, hunks, friends ! :D

Wahaa, I'm here to .. POST ! Facinating huh ?!!! xD

Ahha, sorry, i'm a lil .. hmm yaya.

Anyways, woke up @11plus today. By Emily's phone call -.-

Hhaa, discussed bout Miriam's presie :D

And, yeap, used comp till Xavier super didi asked me to watched channel 5 o.o

Guai qiao de wo, went to tune in for channel 5 and ..

-.- -.- -.- -.- !

The show is not nice ! Not nice at all !

Me, Janer, and Xavier watched together. And Janer and i were so happy when the show's finally over ! :D Wahaha, Xavier has weird/bad taste :B

Hehe, then brainstormed for the clothes i needa wear for the wedding dinner i am bout to attend soon. Chose a not so nice one and set off !

Haha and tht actually took me a whole 30min ! o.o

Slow horh me ? :P *Ahems.

Anyways, continue :D

Errrs, cabbed to Marina Parade there . Went to the 4th level.

Saw the bride and groom. Haha, first time see pretty and handsome de.

Last time, i was just being too flattering xP

Haha, went to had chat with my family, and dinner ~

Lollll, my uncle funny uh. Keep asking me why keep laughing o.o

But i wanna say. Laugh got wrong mehs ? :(((

CHEH, dont care . *Humph.

Ahaha, then went home with a super duper full stomach -.-

Can hardly walk home x.x ahhaa,

Bathed and used comp till now.

Haha, tired ! But can't sleep o.o Due to the chinese tea i've drank at the wedding dinner.

Ass it manxzsxzszzsxzsx ! $#$#%$%&^%*%$%* ! D;

Haha, random ! :D

//Guitar family is loveeeeeeeeeeed ! :D

Wahhaa, seeyah all on Monday ! Andand, Miriam's farewell cum 2e3'o8 bbq.

Hope it'll be fun ! Whoowhoowhoo ~! Ohyahs, CHC Asia Conference !

Hope Qingxiang's going with me :DAhah, Looking forward ^^
Meanwhile, takecares all ! You all are treasures to me :D

.Thanks didi for acompanying me uhs. Haha, for tht thingy.

We'll see and confirm as time goes ? Wahha, you're great ! :D

.While you are in camp.. I've though through and through ..I wanted you. Could you be mine again ? :[

3:31 AM ♥

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Humanities Camp :D

Humanities Camp ! 15th - 16th Nov'o8.
Enjoyed, love it :D

On the way to Sentosa,
Peiling, Sab, Jiahui, Shanelle :D

Jiahui Mei and Peiling , Shanelle and Michelle. :D

@ One of our Amazing Race station, we've gotta do sand castles to represnt whad we think of Singapore. So ... we did this ! :D

The sand actually represents Sindapore ! :D

Ahhaha, dont laugh ! :B But nice right ?

Hohoh, i knew it ! :D

@ Another station after playing chuteh D;

So hard leys ! Then each group must him minimum of 30times continuously D:

Siao ehys ! But, aha, we got continuous 10times, and head for the next station already xD

Anyway, forgotten to introduce . My group name is ....

Bird bird ! Cooooooooooool huh ?! xD

Ahha, thinking back* ( Felt kinda retard .___. bleh xP )

After another station, headed to a restaraunt :D

Nice food there siols ! Had fish and chips. Then dessert is dunno whad strawberry with camerel ?

Dont really like the dessert though x.x But heard tht each person cost bout' $35 ! D;

So expensive lohs, but all is school sponser ! Hoho, no wonder i love Hougang Secondary $.$

But before we could eat, we played a game, called. Limbo.

Haha, guessed you all know whad's dhat bahs ? :D

Can play till your back goes real aching ehys ! x.x ahha, in the end.

Kok wee was the winner ! But, with a back ache :B

Heeehe, so funny siols. But overall, was fun ! ^^

Now, back to dinner .. :D

Wahaha, then, went to watch 'Song of the Sea' . Haha.

Quite nice lohs, sort of a musical thingy which is kinda short ? :o

15Minutes only, but can see tht is has got loads of effort in it :]

*Claps ! :D Then headed back to school. Tired, yet happy :)
Yet, Goodbyes for the facilitators :[ (Benjamin, Adrian, Timonthy, Reubent, and .... ? )
Had loads of fun :) Wahha, and so happy to see the alumni back :D

Night time, played volleyball with Peiling while others went to bathe :o

Yuanxin joined us. She crazy de leys she.

Keep saying me siao D; ! I laugh got wrong meh ? :[

But nevermind ! Cause i also got scold her siao xD Waha, fair huh ? :D

Ohyahs, before everyone started bathing. Had a fun game called : Who's the Leader?

Ahah, Kok wee led us so well that almost all th people who need to guess, have to do pole dancing for all of us ! Whooohoo ~ x.x

Haha, dhen, bathed with Peiling o.o Caused scared the toilet lights would suddenly turn off as it's sensore de. Aha, but Shanelle dhey all came in and accompanied us :D

Kept singing the : Xi shua shua xi shua shua, xi shua shua, whoo whoo ~

Hhaaa, cute le dhey all :) After bathing and all .

Went to chat, especially with Peiling and Jiahui.

Haha, chatted with Jiahui till 3.39am D:

Finally, went to slept :D

On the second day .

Had games in school. Haha, first things first.

Captain's ball ! :D Hha, funny lahs, all. Alumni and students.

They bully de lohhs, especially those tall ones ! :B

Haha, dhen had breakfast, cleanup. And lastly, game.

Had fun too, by usng only actions to guess the word you've took from a chunk of papers.

Haha, but too bad. I ain't good at it x.x Haha, too no confident le :/

Hehe, in the end, Bird bird/Autumn got 2nd ! :D Wheeeee ~

Dhen got our bags, dismissed ! :D

First time camp so early dismiss siols, 11.30+ am leys ! D:

Haha, but neverminds. Went to play volleyball with Peiling, Jiahui and Shanelle :D

Then went to point, ate/ All went home, except for me and Jiahui.

Was accompanying her to wait for Herman. Haha.

Dhen in the end, dunno where to go. was stucked at the overhead bridge .

Deciding where to go for 1Hour 30Min -.-

In the end, i went home myself ._____________.

Nice decision *Thumbs up ! Haha, at last !

I got home, unpacked, bathed and. Zzzzzzzzzzzz ! SLEEP ^^

The greatest thing ever :D

2:38 AM ♥

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Snap snap x}

} Cam-whoring in the toilet x}

Hihihi :)
Went to cut hair today. Wahaha. Quite nice lahs. I like ! :D
Haaaas, but before i cut hair. Went to school in the morning.
Had an appointment with Mr Chia. Together with my mum.
Had a nice talk about me wanting to change my subject combination.
From F&N and POA to Bio and A-maths. Well as usual, he talked alot.
But really did help. And in the end, i left with a decision of taking back the same subject.
I hope, i won't regret bahs :/

Next, went to Hougang point with mama.
She went shopping while i saty with Meiling, Jiahui, Andrea and Linda.
Till Andrea and Linda left, Meiling and Jiahui sent me off to the bus stop.
I took a bus home and took all the things to return to people.
Haha, went back to Hougang point, returned Jinhao his things.
Though he mumbled something bad bout' me, i heard it okay ! :[
But nevermind, went off to Shanelle's house. Passed her her shorts.
Meanwhile, had a lil chat with Cheryl. Well, knew quite lots of stuffs :/ (Sad ones, especially.)
Thanks for sharing, Mary :)

Headed to Hougang Ave 8. Along the way. Ants crawled over to Meiling's feet.
And slowly to Jiahui's. And me? I was laughing all the way on how they reacted ! :X
Cute and funny @.@ Hhaha! then in the end. Walked and sent Meiling home.
Was mocking her she has got no childhood. LOL. But, shan't emphasize xP

Then, to my tuition centre : My learning hub.
Chatted with my dear Ms Tang. (Oh, i missed her terribly !)
&Jiahui's gonna join me n the tuition class starting on 20th Nov !
Can't go for band concert :( Sighs*
Then went to cut my hair. Haha, the auntie veh nice.
Andand, i like her ! (And ofcos, my new haircut x})
HAHA! Thankyou! Went off to the spectacle shop. To repair my specs -.-
Bought contact lenses too x} Then went back to my tuition with Jiahui,
and cam-whored in the toilet ! x}
And went home. As we walked. I shared alot of things with her.
Especially the moments of how i got attached the last time.
Hais, but now. Is just all a 'no, no no' answer all the way :(
But .. sighs, these, aside . In the bus, saw dhis couple.
Walao eh. Super grossssssssssss ! -.-
They were like touching here and dhere. Kissing neck and ... blahblah x.x
And fyi, is in the public you know ! Aiyer, pollute my mind :X
Hahas, then homed. Bathed and now, still using comp.
Well, i'm gonna update those Bintan photos ! :D Heeeee, enjoy !
Mayhem sah ! Mayhem sah ! MAYHEM, SAH SAH SAH ! *

Before leaving for Bintan from Hougang Secondary !
On th way, in bus. &In the ferry ! :D

To their local school : Having them doing Maths and Art :D

Draw, draw, draw ! :D

Taaa-daahhhh ~ Their art work ! :D

Meiling and Jiahui, Sad and Jiahui, Weiliang and Sab.
Andand, the local student ! SO CUTE ! ^^

AND, lastly, HLC ! Bintan loola :)

Back to Bintan loola. Meiling and Jiahui washing hair ! x}

Nice sunset :) Nice hair ! Yeexuan&Sab, Xinfa&Weiliang&Tenghan.
Chatting all day longggggggggg, Peiling&Sab.

# "NO".

I'vebeenthinking,againandagainnowadays. Buthwdadi'vegoteninmind,wasjustblank. Ireallydontknowwhadtodo:[ Isreallsohard.Shouldigiveherupbecauseofhim? ItheTHATworthformetomakesuchabigsacrifice? Ireallydontknw.Butthethingis.Hedontlikemeanymore. Ijustanononononothingyaftermuchprobing. Andiguesstheanswerwon'tchangeevenforalonglongtime. Inthtcase,shouldichooseneitherofthem? Marytoldmetoforgetbouthim,andwhynotcherishher? Buti'mtired.Tiredofhavingthtkindalifestyleswhichisn'tapprovedbysociety. And,inthefirstplace.Ishouldnthavegonewithherwithihavehim. Isallmyfckingfault;[Butididntregretgoingwithher. Shereallytaughtmeandletmefeelwhadslove. Tht'swhyit'sjustsohardtochoose. Amiwillingtosacrificesomeonewhoreallyloveme,forsomeonewhohashurtmebeforeandwhocouldnt100%guaranteetogimmiethelovei'vegiventohim. Asisaid,imightchooseneitherofthem.BUT.Marytoldmetothinkthrough. Causeshereallystilllovesme.Iknow.Andiwannaloveherbacktoo. Butthethingis.I'llfeelsowrongwheni'mwithher,now. I'llfeelguilty.Andfeltthti'veterriblybetrayedHim. Lastimewheniwaswithher,iwouldntfeelthtway. Butnow,ilikehim.Stillnotsureisitlike/love.But,there'llbeasenseofguilt. Tht'swhy.Iknowisunfairtoher.Butitwasunfairtohiminthepast. Andican'tletgoofthepast,yetnow,ihavetobeartheconsequencesT.T I'mreallysorry,Ireallywannagobavktoyou,andcallyoumybabyoncemore. Butsomething'sholdingmeback.Andthtsomethingis,guilt. Ineedmoretimetowashthisaway.Orthese. Sorrylesbo,sorryhuairen,sorrysabrina. Immaaletdownafterall.Hais,whadacomplicatedlifei'veledmyselfto))):

12:10 AM ♥