• Commitment
• Determination
• Passion
• Care
• Courage

Think there should be another one but .. i kinda forgotten the last one, you see :X
But nevermind laaaahs ! x} Well, it wasn't easy coming up with those values.
Must really explain alot then can be put up onto tht big white chart lohs !
Phew* was kinda elated when it was over, cause, is kinda naggy and almost zzzzz, slept ! :X
Haha, afterwards, we always have to volunteer ourselves to become the leader for each game.
Well, i didnt volunteer at all though, shy mahs :B But liddat i lose out lohs.
Ohwells, nevermind, let me carry on with the next game.

Thinking of our team cheer and name, and our team vision .
Well, Chunwee volunteered lohs. Then came up with a cheer from his static cheer previously.
" Awsome, oh wow. Like totally freak me out ! I'm in, ride on, Mayhem sure are number 1 ! "
(LOl, well , i thought the last sentence was .. weird ! o.o )
&Ohyahs, our team name was : MAYHEM ! :D
(Actually meant big steer, choas or something big ~ )
Then our Team Vision was : Perserverance, is the key to success.

Haha, then afterwards, had dhis game called : Tag of War.
3teams, had to pull the ropes together and see who pulls over tht line and wins !
They told us, is about stradegy, not power ! O.o
In the end, Eagles won, followed by chopsticks, then us x.
But nevermind ! :) At least we tried our best ! :P
Ohyahs, I forgotten who was the leader for tht x.x

Leave those aside ! :X Had dinner, and 'throw out your brain' thingy games.
LOL. Need none of your brain juices. Haha.
The stay/track game. Well, dont wanna emphasize much ;X
Cause we all died ! From the aeroplane !
But let me ask you. IF your plane was about to crush, would you rather stay in the plane, or track wih limited suffs to the wild which is snowing frantically, with 20metres of distance ?
Ofcourse i chose track ! If not, just stay and wait to die mehs ? :X
But in the end, those who chose to stay, didnt die -.-
LOL, till now, i think veh stupi lohs ! -.- Stay and didn't die,
Track, Confirm die ! D:
After tht game, had debrief and feedback sessions.
Tony, (the head) asked us to rank the Top 3 leaders, and the Bottom 3 leaders.
Meaning the Best ones and the Poor ones .
Well, i was kinda shocked when almost everyone voted me as the last/last 2nd one.
Kinda sad though, almost cried :[
But congrats to Yisin, Roy, Brandon and Chunwee being ranked the most number of times for the Top 3 leaders.
Well, i thinked alot, hence, the 2nd day. I tried to change :)

Andand, the sky there at night, was sooooooooooooooooo beautiful ! :)))))
Looks like galaxy, those we've seen in television and discovery centres.
But all are real stars yah konw !!!!! Really veh nice ^^ And lucky Yeexuan.
She gotta see 2 shooting stars ! Whoooooo ~ Haha, hope her wishes come true :)
Slept @2am. Next morning, woke up @6.15am.

Day 2 : 5th November, Wednesday.
As said, woke up @6.15am, by caijun :)
Had quite a uncomfortable sleep though :(
Cause i onyl slept 3/5 of the bed, especially when i'm sleeping at the coner without fan -.-
Ohyah, those sleeping in my bunk are : (10people)
Meiling, Sabrina, Caijun, Julia, Peiling, Xiangyue, Jiahui, Shanelle, Michelle, Yeexuan.
&Sometimes, Elizabeth came to sleep with us ^^
As the Eagles won the day before, they had to lead us for the PT :B
HAHA ! So we did, and ate our breakfast after playing the 'Ouch !' Game -.-
Then after breakfast, went to the local school to teach the students :)
For my group, we are suppose to teach Chinese, then later to Maths.
And when Maths 'lessons' are over, teached Art instead x}
Ohyahs, for this, our team leader was Julia ! :D
She led the whle Team, not Grops worh ! *Claaaaaps ! :)
Then Mayhem was splitted into 2 groups .
I was with Meiling, Jiahui, Brandon and Yisin :)
Had looooooads of great fun withthose children, though we didn't know how to communicate with them at first, but we did in the end ! (Ofcourse by a lil help of those local teachers :D)
They were all uber duper cute uh !!!!!!!! :B
Afterwards, took group pictures with the class, and took team picture with the local students and the teachers, and ofcos, our own teachers and members lohs ^^
Great work everyoneeeeeee :D

Headed back to the Loola Resort, for lunch x}
Heeeees, hungry hungry ! Very very ! Hungry very, very hungry ....... blahblah.
(I suppose you know the cheer ! x})
Haha. Saw Jobian and Sinyi :D They joined our Mayhem :)
Then later, got changed and brief-ed. &Set off to the sea ! :D
We're gonna do the jetty jumping ! *Scared/Excited D:
Yeexuan, Jiahui, Yisin, Xinfa, Chunwee, Roy, Brandon and many more, all dare to just start off with the highest (3rd deck) level lohs ! D; *Claps .
Meiling and I both veh scared lohs . Didn't dare to jump :[
But Tony encouraged us alot :) THANKS *
&Meiling took bout' the whole jumping sessions.
BUT, jumped before me :) So you could see, how lousy i am :[
But really thanks to Tony, if not, Meiling wouldn't have jumped 3 times from the 2nd deck,
&Me, 2 times from the 2nd deck and once from the 1st deck.
*Claps to Meiling ! ^^ Haha, good job ! :D
But i am kinda disappointed in myself lohs. Cause last time i came,
&I jumped 2 times from the 2nd deck too. This time also :[
But Meiling improved ! (&I'm happy for her :D) She did only 1 time from jumping from the 2nd deck the last time, but this time, she jumped 3 times ley !
Haha, great job, Meiling ! ^^
But nevermind lahs, over le. I've really lernt loads of stuffs from Tony :)
He told me tht i have to overcome myself. Not my fear of heights.
ANd how this would affect me and whad's my goal and is jumping off important to me.
Thanks, Tony ! ^^ (Cool stuff, cool stuff ! :D)

Wahahahahah :B Then went back to have our dinner.
After dinner, went to play the war game :)
We've gotta throw water bombs at each other to score and our amours are made up of newspapers o.o How to score ? Hit a hole at the enemy's(Eagles &Chopsticks) hoola hoop :)
But Mayhem and Chopsticks joined forces together and beat Eagles out ! D:
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeee ~ was fun yah know ! And ohyahs, our leader was Yeexuan :D
Now left with Mayhem VS Chopsticks . Feeling was as though from friends to enemy.
But in the end .. MAYHEM WON ! Whoooooooooo ~
Oh yeah, ohyah ! :B haha, was so happy ! And awarded 10 points to the Eagles for giving us their water bombs after they were out (didn't give to the chopsticks :X), and 10 points for swiping the Eagles out together ! :D Hence, Eagles still won us by th 10 point tht Mayhem awared them with :D Great job everyoneeeeeeeeeee ! :D
Was a real short day though :) But learnt alot of stuffs too !
Stuffs like : Games, don't just have to be games. &Results are shown, through actions.
Courage = Fear + Actions :D
Bathed, chatted, and zzzzzzzzzzzzz !
Slept @2plus.

Day 3 : 6th November, Thursday.
Woke up @6.30pm. Again, by Caijun :)
Ha, then PT at 7.30am. Again, by Egales, cause they won the day before :D
Heeees, then had briefing for the kayaking later :)
This time, we have Meiling as the leader ! :D Whooooo ~ *Claps ! x}
Haaagagah, she led the whole team ! (Not groups worh ! :p)
Then all of us had our team, A kayak can sit 3 people.
In my kayak, i have Qingxiang, Yeexuan and Me ! :D
Haha, then Zhehao(w/ 2 stars experience of kayak), brief-ed us on how to hold the paddle, and different moves of how to move backwards, forward, turning of the bow(the head of the kayak), faster, slower, and emergency stoping ! :D He really gave clear instructions, hence, we all understood :) Even me! :P
But before we went for our kayaking, we went to put on the life jackets :)
And followed Tony's instructions and form a straight line at the shoreline.
Had our arms over one another. Locked. Well, beside me was, chunwee :)
Haha, happy lah :X then walked to form a circle, stood side by side.
Shoulder by shoulder. Then slowly lower your body. Bent down, and slowly lay back ! D:
Cause needa test if he life jacket was tight nords mahs x}
Haha, but got a weird instruction from Tony after wards. It goes like this :
"Close your eyes. Put two palms infront of you.
As though you were gonna recieve a present. then later, bent and put both hands into the water.
And .... C-E-L-E-B-R-A-T-E ! (Splashing each other water x})"
Coooooool right ?!?!!!! And is veh shiok lohs ! xP
Hagagha ! then it started to pour real heavily. So we all went back to the shelter to gather.
Meiling was told to give instructions as she was te leader. But in the end, we all just chatted.
Till the rain stopped :] Then we all went out to take our kayaks, and set off to the Survival Island :D Sounds exciting right ? Well, it is ! :D
Hhaha, but we needa reach there by 2hours time ! :B
&Is real far ! D; I sat at eh front, and Qingxiang at the back, with noisy lil Yeexuan in the middle.
Heees, and finally, after 1hour, 50minutes, we reached there ! :D
Yay !!! CLAPS * Haaas, then had our lunch there,
But before tht, we did the same thing, and actions, went into the sea,
And CELEBRATE ! :D Whoooooooo ~

Haha, afterwards, had the 'Ring tossing' game.
This time, i was the leader o.o (Finally i stepped out -.-)
I was veh veh veh nervours yah know ! D: Yvonne gave us the instructions.
And i was so scared tht i'll forget about the rules and faults that shuld not be made, i just kept shivering ! :[
In the end, i went back to Mayhem, and jumbled up the instructions :[
I didn't explain to them whad games we're gnna play, and i didn't give them the instructions in sequence :[ ahhhhhhhh ! And i didn't motivate them ! Hence, had loads of faults during the first few rounds. Well it goes like this :
This game is about focus and how to win? Gotta hit 200points.
You've gotta stand at different feets. Like 4feet, 5 feet .. and must not cross over the line.
&Before you wanna step at which ever feet, you've gotta shout to Xinyan which feet you wanna stand at. And if you're standing at 4feet, one ring tht you tossed in will give you 4marks.
So the further you stand, more marks given, ofcos, you must toss in lohs :)
And before every member are going out to toss the 3rings, we must all do 10 squads.
Here are 5 faults you have to look out for :
- Do not cross over the shore line when we're doing our 10 squads.
- Do not break silence when our grop member is throwing the rings.
- Must shout out to the facilitator which feet you wanna stand at.
- Do not cross over the measurement on the sand. (Beside the feet)
- Must pick up the rings after tossing them.
Haha, i hoped i've motivated and encouraged them more, and told them these rules !
But nevermind ! In the end, After Tonay restarted the game.
Mayhem scored 231 points ! Whooooooooooo !
From negative 45 to positive 231 points ! But Tony restarted the game lahs x}
Haha, we were second ! :) Elated ya know ! x}
And once again, we celebrated ! Slpahsplashsplash *
Haha, forgotten to mention, Tony was dragged down too ! xP
Afterwards, (having so much fun) went back to our kayaks, and i became the one sitting in the middle, then Yeexuan went for the speed boat as she wasn't feeling well, then Yisin sat behind me and Roy infront of me, Waseh. Really can rot uh !
I sat there, nothing t do, just kept shouting : "Jiayoh, jiayoh !"
But after only 55 minutes, we reached ! Back to Loola !
Wowowowowowowooowowoowowow ~! Compared to the 1hr 55min to only 50min!
We decided to celebrate again ! Haha, but before tht, all of us went to the sea to do our 'toilet business' x.x Ohgosh, if we knew we're gonna celebrate with that water, we probably would all protest to go to the tilet instead !
In the end, all got soaked in, our own 'toilet business' x.x
Eeeeewh, ! So gross ! :X Haha, but was real fun though ~
Then rushed for washing up. Everyone was 'fighting' to bathe first cause we were all so ver dirty !
Then Julia and Yeexuan bathed together first, then after them was me, then Meiling, then Xiangyue, and Jiahui . But jiahui was rushing for First Aid as her thigh was injured.
Then when it was my turn. I told Meiling to time me and she actually gave me 10 min ?! O.O
I told her it was so impossible but i guess she didn't heard me.

So i bathed and washed my undies and all. And when it was 10min already.
She told me 'Aiyer, Sabrina waste my time :[ ' Then to Xinfa, and told him ' See Sabrina, She's a BU SHOU XING YONG de ren :[ ' But for Meiling, i could hear tht she was joking laahs.
Then Caijun shouted " Sabrina Soong ! 10min yi jing guo le eh ! Hai bu yao chu lai uh ?"
Woah, for tht, i'm kinda hurt le lahs, but i still rushed ! Then finally when i came out,
Xiangyue went in . I went over to Meiling and apologised and asked for my timing. She told me i took 13 mintues. I was kinda relieved :)

Afterwards, i went in. And Xiangyue wasn't bathing with Peiling mahs.
So i asked her, why you never bathe with Peiling ? Then she answered me.
" Oh, (All in madarin) cause if i bathe with Peiling, will mean that i have to wait for her and she'd have to wait for me. Tht's why will waste alot of time. I don't wanna be like you. Zuo yi ge BU SHOU XING YONG de ren. I wanna prove to everyone i can do better than you, and prove to everyone i am a SHOU XING YONG de ren. "
Woahseh, i hear le, jitao tell her this : " (In madarin) Sometimes, please watch whad you says. Cause it might really hurt someone. "

And i just walked out like dhis. Hais, i went out, and asked Julia.
Told her : " Ju ......... I very sad :[ " Then she told me bout whad ? Then i said about my bathing thing, THen she just " Aiyah, no need worry so much lah, next time bathe faster loh ! " and carried on with her conversation. When i asked Peling, She also said the same thing .
At the moment, i really thought nobody would really hear me out and feel how i feel.
Like nobody really cared bout me :[ &Hence, i cried.

Hais, for the first few minutes, no one realised.
Until i walked to the 'corridor' then Richginia heard me sobbing.
And asked me whad happened. I struggled a few times until i finally managed to tell her through my sobs. Chunwee, Xinfa, Roy .. were there too, seeing me cry too. (Paiseh siols :X)
I told her whad happened, and only then, Meiling, Peiling, Michelle, Julia, then came over and asked me whad happened. And Meiling apologised and i told her i knew she was joking :)
Haha, but after saying out to Richginia and cried, i felt much better ! :)
Hees, then Jiahui and Shanelle and Julia came to hug me !
Tht made me feel even better ! :D Haha, i love girlfriends ! x}

Then after tht, went and rushed to the campfire area !
Was late though x.x But was lucky, no punishment !
Had our dinner and all ! Haha, was looking forward to the games afterwards.
But Meiling and I was like the only two trying hard to lead the whole team together lohs !
Cause that night was suppose to be a bonding night ! But nobody seemed to be bothered :[
Is like, Chopsticks were just carried off with their cheer thingy.
Only the Eagles and Mayhem are playing games -.-

Stupid lohs. Is like we're plying the bombing game, then when Chopsticks were suppose to bombed and die, they carried on with their cheer thingy and shoots us off ! D:
Before tht, they got into thier own conversation and kept discussing bout' thier cheer.
While Meiling and i were trying so hard to make the team listen and start off with friendship dance. After thier Chopsticks discussion, We finally played the friendship dance.
But dunno why, after a few times, then suddenly stopped -.-
And Chopsticks say, ' Let's have a Cheering Competition ! '
Eagles and Mayhem were like -.- !!! Argh, then Meiling and I went to talk to Xinyan, asking her whad to do. She told us tht we don't have a goal, and since there ain't any MC(s). We've gotta talk to each team's leader ! So, meling and i went over to the Chopsticks and asked for thier leader. Jiaying answered me , " We're all leaders, So you could pick ANY of us :D "
Haha, =.- *cold. Meiling was speechless, so she asked me to say something.
So i just told them, " Just now when we're playing the bombing game, and when it's taking flight, you guys just start with your own cheering thingy. So it's kinda, cold you see. "
Then they reacted like, " ohhhhhhhhhhhhh ". And when i asked them whad to play, some still told me to have cheer competition, WALAO. I'm so pissed, i just walked away after telling them to think of other games lohs x.x Can faint uh !

Haha, but in the end, we played a game call the different kinda bombing game.
Well, tht was the only game i've enjoyed throughout the camp though ! :S
Then de-brief, Could tell tht Xinyan was Disappointed in Mayhem :[
And Yisin too. Hais, i guess the campfire that i've been looking forward to,
Was really suchha letdown ! :[[ Then after de-brief, Chunwee, Roy, Jiahui and Meiling plus me, sat down and talked bout whad happened to our team and all lohs, mostly discussed bout whad we did the last time at Bintan trip also. Like totally left Chunwee out lohs.
That's why i told them eh, but he never go ... but, nobody seemed to care -.-

(OHYAH ! As i'm blogging bout the Chopsticks and all, if you're offended, talk to me personally. Actually, i have th rights to blog whadever i want to say right ? And to think about. I was not lying at all :) Thankyou and scram if you're looking for trouble :D)

Afterwards, went to bed @2plus.
But didnt know whad time me and Meiling slept.
Cause the both of us talked bout loads of stuffs x} Haha, private stuffs too !
And how disappointng we were in the campfire lohs :[
Hmmmm, then zzzzzzzzzzz. SLEEEEEEEEP ! :D

Day 4 : 7th November, Friday. LAST DAY ! :[
Woke up @6.30am. Washed up and started packing a lil.
Went to do PT conducted by the Eagles ! :D
(Reasons are the same x} ) Haah,
Went for breakfast, then went to change for flying fox.
But before we went to change, played the 'Ouch ! ' game together with thw whole team ! :)
was kinda fun and awake though x}
Haha, gathered in a big circle, and make a choice whether you choose to jump later and your number. Like me : " I'm number 34, and I choose not to jump later. "
Well tht's whad i said lohs. But after seeing so many people took thier courange to jump.
I decided to jump. And i shouted " I'm Sabrina, and i choose to jump ! "
And yes, i jumped ! Haha, YAY* :D

But i regretted not passing my specs to Tony because .. It broke -.-
Walao wh, my mama scolded me like hell lohs. Cause the new specs i wore for less then 6months ! Then last time went bintan also liddat, this time also liddat .
Haiyoyoyoyoyoyo ;/ Then i'm like can't see? But still managed to wash up and ..
Julia lend me her contact lenses and i tried them on ! WOW !
Can ley ! Somemore is clearer than my own contact lenses at home lohs ! o.o
Haha, thanks JUJU ! x33333

Hahahgaga , then packed up and put our belongings to the guys bunk.
Had debrief and went into the guys dometary, and watched a video by the teachers,
Mr Edwin Cheong, Ms Huang, Mr Sunny Ng, Ms Yvonne Neo .....
Thanks manxzsxsxzxx ! The video's so touching and sad laaas :[
Almost cried, but dunno why, didnt -.-
Then had the pebbles giving time. All sorts of colour.
And when you give that person you must say : " I Choose this colour, red, because i think tht you have a great passion for everything that you do :) "
Hahah, something like that laahs :p
I recieved average lohs, Not alot and not veh little.
And, thanks Xinyan, for teling me that i have the potential and confidence if i believe i can ;D
Heees, i'll always remember you ! *HUGS !

Gaga, then had lunch,watermelons. And whoowhoo !
Shopping time ~ Haha ! But Tony said must go in group -.-
And suey suey, Mayhem got lots of members havent change their money from Sg to Indonesia ones. Looools, hence, from 35min to 10min -.-
Shop whad ?! You tell me lohs O.O Haha, but i still managed to get 2 hp straps x}
Hees, quite nice laaaahs ! :D then Brandon they all bought super many stiffs laaahxsxszx ! D:
And a carton of sprite ley ! D; Lol. Gao xiao.
Hmmm, then went to board the boat, then in the boat, talked alot lohs.
I'm starting to love Meiling ! WHOO ! xD

Haha, then had loads of fun in the boat also.
Reached Singapore at around 8plus.
Was having headache, and gastric cramps x.x
Reached school, took our HLC shirts, and drank sprite using the " YYAAAAAAMMMMSEEEEEEEEENGGGGGGGGG ! Method !
Lol, Funny uh, then got our team photos, and group photos x}
Then bused from Bowen sec there to Chompchomp to eat with Shermin, Wayne, Yisin, Caijun, Brandon they all lohs. Dunno why Xinfa, Meling, Jiahui, Qingxiang, and Me went.
LOl. ate cheese prata. Then starting to get gastric cramps x.x
And thinking of still needa bus home, i slept x.x
LUCKILY, Wayne stay at Sengkang area !

And agreed to give me and Jiahui, Yeexuan, Shermin, YIsin a ride !
Whoooohoo, I didnt know Wayne stay Near me ! D: Lol !
Haha, Nevertheless, thanks Wayne ! (And his mama drving ! :D)
Reached home at 10.30pm. Mum nagging. But i missed them ! And her ofcos ! :D
Haha, quickly bathed, and finally slept at 11plus ! ZzZzZzz ! -.-

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ~
Finally finished posting ! *Phew.
Took me very very long ohkay ?!!!
Haha, will post the photos once in get them.
Those that i have already, tomorrow can ? Now 4plus le .
Wanna sleep ! @.@ *Yawns.
Sweet dreams all ! LOVELOVE :D

#Although this is just Seperation, but i could sense tht i'm about to lose you.
Hais !