Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Snap snap x}

} Cam-whoring in the toilet x}

Hihihi :)
Went to cut hair today. Wahaha. Quite nice lahs. I like ! :D
Haaaas, but before i cut hair. Went to school in the morning.
Had an appointment with Mr Chia. Together with my mum.
Had a nice talk about me wanting to change my subject combination.
From F&N and POA to Bio and A-maths. Well as usual, he talked alot.
But really did help. And in the end, i left with a decision of taking back the same subject.
I hope, i won't regret bahs :/

Next, went to Hougang point with mama.
She went shopping while i saty with Meiling, Jiahui, Andrea and Linda.
Till Andrea and Linda left, Meiling and Jiahui sent me off to the bus stop.
I took a bus home and took all the things to return to people.
Haha, went back to Hougang point, returned Jinhao his things.
Though he mumbled something bad bout' me, i heard it okay ! :[
But nevermind, went off to Shanelle's house. Passed her her shorts.
Meanwhile, had a lil chat with Cheryl. Well, knew quite lots of stuffs :/ (Sad ones, especially.)
Thanks for sharing, Mary :)

Headed to Hougang Ave 8. Along the way. Ants crawled over to Meiling's feet.
And slowly to Jiahui's. And me? I was laughing all the way on how they reacted ! :X
Cute and funny @.@ Hhaha! then in the end. Walked and sent Meiling home.
Was mocking her she has got no childhood. LOL. But, shan't emphasize xP

Then, to my tuition centre : My learning hub.
Chatted with my dear Ms Tang. (Oh, i missed her terribly !)
&Jiahui's gonna join me n the tuition class starting on 20th Nov !
Can't go for band concert :( Sighs*
Then went to cut my hair. Haha, the auntie veh nice.
Andand, i like her ! (And ofcos, my new haircut x})
HAHA! Thankyou! Went off to the spectacle shop. To repair my specs -.-
Bought contact lenses too x} Then went back to my tuition with Jiahui,
and cam-whored in the toilet ! x}
And went home. As we walked. I shared alot of things with her.
Especially the moments of how i got attached the last time.
Hais, but now. Is just all a 'no, no no' answer all the way :(
But .. sighs, these, aside . In the bus, saw dhis couple.
Walao eh. Super grossssssssssss ! -.-
They were like touching here and dhere. Kissing neck and ... blahblah x.x
And fyi, is in the public you know ! Aiyer, pollute my mind :X
Hahas, then homed. Bathed and now, still using comp.
Well, i'm gonna update those Bintan photos ! :D Heeeee, enjoy !
Mayhem sah ! Mayhem sah ! MAYHEM, SAH SAH SAH ! *

Before leaving for Bintan from Hougang Secondary !
On th way, in bus. &In the ferry ! :D

To their local school : Having them doing Maths and Art :D

Draw, draw, draw ! :D

Taaa-daahhhh ~ Their art work ! :D

Meiling and Jiahui, Sad and Jiahui, Weiliang and Sab.
Andand, the local student ! SO CUTE ! ^^

AND, lastly, HLC ! Bintan loola :)

Back to Bintan loola. Meiling and Jiahui washing hair ! x}

Nice sunset :) Nice hair ! Yeexuan&Sab, Xinfa&Weiliang&Tenghan.
Chatting all day longggggggggg, Peiling&Sab.

# "NO".

I'vebeenthinking,againandagainnowadays. Buthwdadi'vegoteninmind,wasjustblank. Ireallydontknowwhadtodo:[ Isreallsohard.Shouldigiveherupbecauseofhim? ItheTHATworthformetomakesuchabigsacrifice? Ireallydontknw.Butthethingis.Hedontlikemeanymore. Ijustanononononothingyaftermuchprobing. Andiguesstheanswerwon'tchangeevenforalonglongtime. Inthtcase,shouldichooseneitherofthem? Marytoldmetoforgetbouthim,andwhynotcherishher? Buti'mtired.Tiredofhavingthtkindalifestyleswhichisn'tapprovedbysociety. And,inthefirstplace.Ishouldnthavegonewithherwithihavehim. Isallmyfckingfault;[Butididntregretgoingwithher. Shereallytaughtmeandletmefeelwhadslove. Tht'swhyit'sjustsohardtochoose. Amiwillingtosacrificesomeonewhoreallyloveme,forsomeonewhohashurtmebeforeandwhocouldnt100%guaranteetogimmiethelovei'vegiventohim. Asisaid,imightchooseneitherofthem.BUT.Marytoldmetothinkthrough. Causeshereallystilllovesme.Iknow.Andiwannaloveherbacktoo. Butthethingis.I'llfeelsowrongwheni'mwithher,now. I'llfeelguilty.Andfeltthti'veterriblybetrayedHim. Lastimewheniwaswithher,iwouldntfeelthtway. Butnow,ilikehim.Stillnotsureisitlike/love.But,there'llbeasenseofguilt. Tht'swhy.Iknowisunfairtoher.Butitwasunfairtohiminthepast. Andican'tletgoofthepast,yetnow,ihavetobeartheconsequencesT.T I'mreallysorry,Ireallywannagobavktoyou,andcallyoumybabyoncemore. Butsomething'sholdingmeback.Andthtsomethingis,guilt. Ineedmoretimetowashthisaway.Orthese. Sorrylesbo,sorryhuairen,sorrysabrina. Immaaletdownafterall.Hais,whadacomplicatedlifei'veledmyselfto))):

12:10 AM ♥

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	Tuesday, November 11, 2008 Snap snap x} } Cam-whoring in the toilet x} Hihihi :) Went to cut hair today. Wahaha. Quite nice lahs. I like ! :D Haaaas, but before i cut hair. Went to school in the morning. Had an appointment with Mr Chia. Together with my mum. Had a nice talk about me wanting to change my subject combination. From F&N and POA to Bio and A-maths. Well as usual, he talked alot. But really did help. And in the end, i left with a decision of taking back the same subject. I hope, i won't regret bahs :/ Next, went to Hougang point with mama. She went shopping while i saty with Meiling, Jiahui, Andrea and Linda. Till Andrea and Linda left, Meiling and Jiahui sent me off to the bus stop. I took a bus home and took all the things to return to people. Haha, went back to Hougang point, returned Jinhao his things. Though he mumbled something bad bout' me, i heard it okay ! :[ But nevermind, went off to Shanelle's house. Passed her her shorts. Meanwhile, had a lil chat with Cheryl. Well, knew quite lots of stuffs :/ (Sad ones, especially.) Thanks for sharing, Mary :) Headed to Hougang Ave 8. Along the way. Ants crawled over to Meiling's feet. And slowly to Jiahui's. And me? I was laughing all the way on how they reacted ! :X Cute and funny @.@ Hhaha! then in the end. Walked and sent Meiling home. Was mocking her she has got no childhood. LOL. But, shan't emphasize xP Then, to my tuition centre : My learning hub. Chatted with my dear Ms Tang. (Oh, i missed her terribly !) &Jiahui's gonna join me n the tuition class starting on 20th Nov ! Can't go for band concert :( Sighs* Then went to cut my hair. Haha, the auntie veh nice. Andand, i like her ! (And ofcos, my new haircut x}) HAHA! Thankyou! Went off to the spectacle shop. To repair my specs -.- Bought contact lenses too x} Then went back to my tuition with Jiahui, and cam-whored in the toilet ! x} And went home. As we walked. I shared alot of things with her. Especially the moments of how i got attached the last time. Hais, but now. Is just all a 'no, no no' answer all the way :( But .. sighs, these, aside . In the bus, saw dhis couple. Walao eh. Super grossssssssssss ! -.- They were like touching here and dhere. Kissing neck and ... blahblah x.x And fyi, is in the public you know ! Aiyer, pollute my mind :X Hahas, then homed. Bathed and now, still using comp. Well, i'm gonna update those Bintan photos ! :D Heeeee, enjoy ! Mayhem sah ! Mayhem sah ! MAYHEM, SAH SAH SAH ! * Before leaving for Bintan from Hougang Secondary ! On th way, in bus. &In the ferry ! :D To their local school : Having them doing Maths and Art :D Draw, draw, draw ! :D Taaa-daahhhh ~ Their art work ! :D Meiling and Jiahui, Sad and Jiahui, Weiliang and Sab. Andand, the local student ! SO CUTE ! ^^ AND, lastly, HLC ! Bintan loola :) Back to Bintan loola. Meiling and Jiahui washing hair ! x} Nice sunset :) Nice hair ! Yeexuan&Sab, Xinfa&Weiliang&Tenghan. Chatting all day longggggggggg, Peiling&Sab. # "NO". I'vebeenthinking,againandagainnowadays. Buthwdadi'vegoteninmind,wasjustblank. Ireallydontknowwhadtodo:[ Isreallsohard.Shouldigiveherupbecauseofhim? ItheTHATworthformetomakesuchabigsacrifice? Ireallydontknw.Butthethingis.Hedontlikemeanymore. Ijustanononononothingyaftermuchprobing. Andiguesstheanswerwon'tchangeevenforalonglongtime. Inthtcase,shouldichooseneitherofthem? Marytoldmetoforgetbouthim,andwhynotcherishher? Buti'mtired.Tiredofhavingthtkindalifestyleswhichisn'tapprovedbysociety. And,inthefirstplace.Ishouldnthavegonewithherwithihavehim. Isallmyfckingfault;[Butididntregretgoingwithher. Shereallytaughtmeandletmefeelwhadslove. Tht'swhyit'sjustsohardtochoose. Amiwillingtosacrificesomeonewhoreallyloveme,forsomeonewhohashurtmebeforeandwhocouldnt100%guaranteetogimmiethelovei'vegiventohim. Asisaid,imightchooseneitherofthem.BUT.Marytoldmetothinkthrough. Causeshereallystilllovesme.Iknow.Andiwannaloveherbacktoo. Butthethingis.I'llfeelsowrongwheni'mwithher,now. I'llfeelguilty.Andfeltthti'veterriblybetrayedHim. Lastimewheniwaswithher,iwouldntfeelthtway. Butnow,ilikehim.Stillnotsureisitlike/love.But,there'llbeasenseofguilt. Tht'swhy.Iknowisunfairtoher.Butitwasunfairtohiminthepast. Andican'tletgoofthepast,yetnow,ihavetobeartheconsequencesT.T I'mreallysorry,Ireallywannagobavktoyou,andcallyoumybabyoncemore. Butsomething'sholdingmeback.Andthtsomethingis,guilt. Ineedmoretimetowashthisaway.Orthese. Sorrylesbo,sorryhuairen,sorrysabrina. Immaaletdownafterall.Hais,whadacomplicatedlifei'veledmyselfto))): 12:10 AM ♥	I Love God! ✞ I'm a kiddy gal, in my sweet sixteen now. You can call me Sabrina Soong.ZQ (♠) I'm born on 12 february'94, Aquarius. Studying @ Hougang Seconday.♥ I love Green, as much as number 24 and 18. &Eeyore, cookie monster, cute stuffs, family and friends (L)Guitar, Volleyball, Singing, Laughing, Loving. 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